I grew up with a certain amount of privilege, and saw others worse off than I was. Because of that, it can be really hard for me to ask for help, because I feel like other people deserve help more than I do.
But the reality is, I am a survivor of a CIA Project Monarch program, where I was electric shocked and was used for child sex trafficking so that people, including some at Heritage Foundation, could get blackmail photos on global elites to make things like Project 2025 become a reality. What I experienced has driven my passion for advocacy, to fight for a world where no child has to live through the things I did.
However, because I have such an extensive torture history it makes working, and even successfully fundraising, extremely challenging. Navigating life with C-PTSD, severe dissociation, and the ongoing impacts of torture and domestic violence is a lot to cope with.
As a survivor of the Heritage Foundation blackmail trafficking network in particular, the last few years have been incredibly hard. Sitting back and watching the cult that trafficked me leverage that blackmail to burn our democracy to the ground, and commit unspeakable human rights atrocities against the most vulnerable members of our community has been brutal.
I have felt frantic to help, at times feeling like I am somehow personally responsible to help fix the mess Heritage Foundation has left us with. While I have been desperately trying to help, let's face it, no one person can fix this, let alone a person with crippling PTSD. I am committed to doing everything I can, particularly as a person who is uniquely skilled to help educate other advocates in our shared fight against Heritage Foundation's attack on democracy.
But I also need your help. The last couple months have been extremely challenging for me due to complex trauma I am still learning to navigate. Speaking out is very dangerous and treacherous for a person like me. I am not just your average whistleblower or advocate. I am navigating extreme trauma and the complexities of ongoing impacts of the CIA mind control program I was in as a child. I feel like I am dancing through a minefield right now in speaking out. Most people like me who speak out don't last very long.
There are many reasons for that, but certainly one is financial. I am sometimes embarrassed to say so, but I am a pretty disabled person. Advocacy seems to be the only thing that both aligns with my values, fits my skillset, and feels personally meaningful to me, where I can help participate in the work I know the world desperately needs right now.
So if you have the ability to support a whistleblower who is uniquely skilled at helping other advocates figure out a path forward in our shared fight against tyranny, as we tailor this fight to the unique challenges with face with Heritage Foundation, I would be very grateful for your support.
I find this advocacy work incredibly meaningful, but I do need financial support to continue to do it. I am very new to fundraising. So far I have been self-funding my work, but I have now come to the end of what I can personally finance in my advocacy journey. I am reaching out for help of $1200 for my paying my rent that is due next week, and an additional $1000 to help me get back on my feet.
I am very new to asking for help at all, let alone asking for assistance in fundraising. But if you could help support my work at this time, I would be so grateful.
Thank you in supporting me, as we fight together to save our democracy.
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