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Ellis Beddoe

<div>Hi, I’m Ellis. I'm 20 years old, I’m a writer, a fantasy lover, and a rather quiet person, but today I’m doing something that takes all the courage I can summon: asking for help.
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<div>I’m autistic, and I’m currently struggling to survive day-to-day while dealing with suspected OCD, depression, and long-term burnout. Life hasn’t just been hard lately, it’s been life-threatening. I’ve been battling suicidal thoughts every single day. Some days, it's like wading through tar just to exist. Some days, I don’t know how I’m still here.
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<div>I want to be here. I want to get better. But I need help to do that.
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<div>My family relationships are complicated and far from supportive, so I can’t rely on them emotionally or financially. I’m doing this on my own and right now, I can’t manage the costs of care, assessments, or even basic living needs.
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<div>I’m raising funds to:
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<div>Get formally diagnosed for OCD and depression
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<div>Access therapy and psychiatric support
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<div>Afford medication, if prescribed
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<div>Support myself while I’m too unwell to work
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<div>My ultimate goal is £4,000, which would cover:
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<div>Diagnostic assessments (~£800)
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<div>Therapy and psychiatric sessions (~£1,500–£2,000)
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<div>Medication costs (~£200–£300)
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<div>Food, rent, bills, and basic needs while I stabilise (~£1,000+)
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<div>I know times are hard for everyone. But if you’re able to donate—even a few pounds—it could be the thing that gets me through the next day, the next appointment, the next breath. If you can’t give, sharing this helps more than you know. I don't expect miracles. Just whatever you can give. My life really does depend on this. This is my last cry for help. I want to live. I want to understand myself. I want to build a life that feels safe and sustainable for someone like me. And right now, I just need a little help getting there.
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<div>Thank you for reading. Thank you for seeing me.
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<div>With love and gratitude,
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<div><strong>Ellis</strong>
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<div>P. S. I’ll post gentle updates as I go, progress, reflections, and small victories, if I can. (I've never done this before) You’re part of this journey now. Thank you for walking it with me.
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