I’m Still Here, Still Fighting, and I Still Need Your Help ❤️
I’ve been trying to figure out how to write this update because, honestly, I’m exhausted. Not just physically, but emotionally. This has been one of the hardest chapters of my life, and sometimes it feels like I’ve been fighting for so long that people forget I’m still in the middle of it.
I’m still healing from my foot and ankle injury, and until I heal, so much of my life is still on hold. I’m waiting to get back into physical therapy so I can work on my balance, strengthen my body, and continue rehabbing my back.
But there is finally something I’m excited about. I was approved through OVR for a driving evaluation. It’s a very expensive program, but being able to drive again would mean so much more than simply having a car. It would mean independence. Freedom. Being able to get myself to appointments, work, stores, and wherever else I need to go without constantly having to depend on someone else.
After everything I’ve lost, getting my independence back is incredibly important to me.
I also saw my new endocrinologist on August 26th. She completely evaluated me and changed all of my medications. It was a lot to take in, and I left feeling emotional. But I keep reminding myself that I still have time to get things right. I’m trying. I’m doing the appointments. I’m taking the steps. I’m fighting to get healthy enough to rebuild my life.
I’m also continuing therapy, and thankfully that has been going well.
What people may not see is everything happening behind the scenes. I’m still waiting for my SSDI hearing. I’m still working toward stable housing. I’m still dealing with storage expenses and the everyday costs of trying to survive while I’m unable to work. I’m trying to rebuild a life after losing so much of the independence I once had.
And this is where I need to be honest.
I still need help.
I now some people donated months ago. Some have shared my fundraiser. Some have checked on me. Some may have simply watched my journey from a distance. I appreciate every single person who has done something to help.
But the reality is that my situation hasn’t ended just because time has passed.
I still have bills. I still have basic needs. I still have medical expenses and transportation needs. I still have storage fees. I still need to get to a place where I can safely support myself again.
I haven’t received a donation in a couple of weeks, and while I understand that everyone has their own responsibilities and financial struggles, I’m asking those who are able to please consider helping me again.
Even $5, $10, or $20 matters. It may seem small, but when enough people give a little, it can make a huge difference for someone who is trying to survive until they can stand on their own again.
And if you genuinely cannot donate, please share this. You never know who might see it and be in a position to help.
I don’t want to spend the rest of my life asking people for help. My goal is to get healthy, regain my independence, return to work, secure stable housing, and take care of myself again.
I just need help getting from where I am now to where I’m trying to go.
I’ve already survived things I never thought I would have to survive. I’ve cried. I’ve struggled. I’ve been frustrated. I’ve felt forgotten. But I’m still here.
I’m still fighting for my life. I’m still fighting for my independence. And I’m still fighting for the future I know I deserve.
If you’ve been following my journey, please don’t assume that because I’m quiet that I’m okay or that I no longer need help.
I’m still trying to make it through.
Thank you to everyone who continues to stand beside me.