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I don't know if this is the right place, I used google and this site came up and I thought to myself that I should give it a try. I'm sorry for my bad english it's not my first language, I hope you can understand me anyways. And sorry for the picture but I have to stay kinda private cause I don't want to risk my ex's family seeing this and them trying to destroy this for me too. I have all the pictures from the abuse and the papers from the police but I can't put it out here. My story: Last year I finally got free from my ex after years with abuse. As you can guess it was hell for me and my kids and thanks to the police and help from the women-center I finally got free. After a long time with trails and fighting for myself he only got one year and 6 months in jail but that's better than nothing. Two of my kids have moved away cause they don't feel safe in this town anymore and I miss them so much but me and my daughter have just moved to a new place with confidential information so we can stay hidden and safe. I don't have the ability to work right now because my ptsd and anxiety and my ex is still out and that is making me scared and I need to stay safe but still have to make money to support me and my daughter. So I was thinking about what I could do and then I remembered who I am and what I want to do. Why am I here: I had to start over from scratch, I have nothing. And I want to support me and my daughter and I want to start a company where I do my own soaps and candles with amazing smells that make you relax and feel that "spa-feeling", soaps that are good for your skin (I have a formula that have helped me with my problemskin) and a all this with a special theme and seasonal theme. I don’t want to tell to much before I have started. I have calculated what it would cost to get everything to start and I have written a list of everything I need. I have expected that it will be tough at first but that I will hopefully be able to sell my products via etsy or my own website. I will work from home where I am safe and I talked to a post-company who will help me deliver from home to the people who buy candles or soaps from me. I want to show my daughter that even after everything we've been through, I won't give up and I'll do everything I can to support us. I want to show her that her mother can take care of her and hopefully my younger son will move home again soon. Thank you for reading, I hope you understand my horrible english. If you will help me I will be truly thankfull. And one day I hope I will have a good life and my company will be so successful that I can go here on this website and give the same help to others in need. Pay it forward, that would be so nice to be able to do that.