Gene

Help Gene Find Hope With Cryogenic Preservation For Pain Relief and End My Suffering Towards Future Medical Hope. Hi, my name is Gene, I am exhausted from fighting every single day and I can not do this anymore, its is a struggle and I'm in pain constantly and suffering more everyday. Cryogenic preservation is my last hope. It offers me the possibility of ending my endless suffering and pain I've been enduring forever, once with the chance that one day, when medical science advances, I could be cured and given a new lease on life. I am reaching out for help because I cannot do this alone. Your support would mean everything to me, giving me hope for a future where I am no longer in pain or suffering anymore. Please consider helping me reach this goal so I can finally find relief and peace. I'm living with chronic illness means dealing with it mentally exhaustion, physical pain, and emotional strain every single day. There are moments when it feels beyond overwhelming, and as I continue working with doctors, treatment options, and support systems to stabilize my health and quality of life. I remain hopeful that advances in medical science, treatment, and technology will continue improving options for people like me who live with incurable complex chronic conditions. My goal is relief, security, stability, and a chance at a better quality of life whether that comes through current treatment, future medical breakthroughs, or supportive care. I’m doing everything I can to keep moving forward and holding onto hope, even during the hardest days and darkest nights. For more than over 25+ years, I’ve been living with severe chronic emotionally, medical, mentality, neurological, musculoskeletal, physically, and psychiatric conditions that have progressively taken away my life, independence, stability, security and the cost of my quality of life. I can't leave my home and every day is a struggle with mental/physical pain, exhaustion, and emotional strain. Majority of the time the depression and pain prevents me from functioning or even getting out of bed. Tasks many people take for granted cooking, walking, cleaning, even basic self-care can be extremely difficult or sometimes impossible. I’m doing everything I can just to keep going, but the reality is that this has become a constant battle against mental deteriorations, physical pain, fatigue, and emotional hardship, I'm running out of time due to all this, I'm currently at the end with all of this and I just want to be happy in the end. For over six years I’ve been fighting and fighting and fighting for Social Security Disability benefits just to lose over and over and over again, sometimes i wonder and ask myself why am i here, I serve no real purposes to humanity. Despite extensive medical documentation and worsening health, my case has faced repeated contradictions they used against me despite the evidence Social Security Disability acknowledging medical conditions, agreeing delays and denials creating over 6+ years of constant torment. I've had several Disability Lawyers of which their had no success in obtaining SSA Disability benefits, Without stable income, access to consistent healthcare, or reliable food security, my situation has become very dire and serious. I’m currently facing ongoing financial instability, difficulty affording food, medical care, utilities cutoffs, and the stress of waiting over 6+ years for decisions that directly affect my survival especially for Social Security Disability approval. I’ve also experienced decades of personal years of abuse, loss and trauma, no quality of life. including losing my mother and enduring difficult circumstances largely alone, Chronic illness can be incredibly isolating. While some people say they care about me but in reality they don't, the daily reality often feels like I’m fighting this uphill battle alone by myself. The physical pain, mental health, emotional duress, and uncertainty can feel overwhelming, but I am still trying to hold on, stabilize my life, and find a path forward for my well-being. Comprehensive Medical Diagnosis Overview I live with a wide range of documented conditions, including: • Acid Reflux (GERD) • Anxiety Disorders, Chronic Panic Attacks and Chronic Stress Daily • Arthritis (Lower Spine) • Astigmatism and Vision Disorders • Bipolar Disorder (Types 1 & 2 + Manic Depressive) • Chronic Back Pain and Chronic Pain Syndrome • Chronic Fatigue Syndrome • Chronic Headaches, Migraines, and Ice-Pick Migraines • Chronic Insomnia and Sleep Disorders • Depression / Major Depressive Disorder • Fibromyalgia with Fibro Fog • Gastrointestinal Disorders (IBS, GERD, chronic nausea) • Intervertebral Disc Prolapse (lumbar and cervical spine) • Lockjaw / Jaw Dysfunction • Morbid Obesity • Multiple Personality Disorder (Borderline) • Muscle Spasms and Spasticity • Neurological Symptoms from Multiple Concussions • Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD) • Peripheral Neuropathy (nerve pain, numbness, burning sensations) • PTSD, Social Anxiety, and Chronic Stress Disorders • Psychosis Symptoms and Severe Mood Instability • Sciatica and Circulatory Issues • Sensory Sensitivity to light, sound, and temperature • Suicidal Ideation and Attempts Daily • Treatment Resistance Disorders • Tinnitus and Vertigo • Varicose Veins (lower body/back region) • Additional neurological, musculoskeletal, and psychiatric complications. I desperately need to see a Caregiver, Dentist and Optometrist. There's more medical conditions I need to add that I'm going through and it's just to much sometimes, I have no quality of life, no stability, and no security in all this, I'm all alone!!! How These Conditions Affect Daily Life: Fibromyalgia alone causes widespread pain across my entire body, cognitive fog, temperature dysregulation, and severe flare-ups affecting my entire body. Chronic Pain Syndrome impacts my back, neck, shoulders, arms, legs, and extremities daily with pain that shifts constantly across my whole body, Chronic Fatigue Syndrome leaves me physically drained most of the time, I'm trapped in my home, I can't go outside in sunlight, I can not deal with cold or hot temperatures without flare-ups or even shower. Spinal arthritis and several prolapse disc problems cause mobility limitations and constant discomfort. Peripheral neuropathy leads to burning nerve pain, numbness, and tingling plus dealing with sciatica. Migraines, suicidal ideation, dizziness, vertigo, tinnitus, and sensory sensitivity make normal environments overwhelming. I have constant nightmares terrors dreams when i do getto sleep, chronic Insomnia, sleep disorders prevent proper rest, worsening everything else daily. Mental health conditions including anxiety, bipolar disorder, PTSD, major depression, OCD, panic disorder, daily psychotic crying breakdowns and trauma-related symptoms adds another complex layer. These are medical conditions, not personal failings, and they significantly affect my ability to function consistently. I also have medication treatment resistance disorders and intolerance to several treatments, including all antidepressants, antipsychotics, dozens and dozens medications with no relief, NSAIDs, and SSRIs, which makes symptom management even harder, and I now have permanent side effects from all this. I suffers from multiple, severe, progressive medical and psychiatric conditions. These impairments render them unable to work, maintain daily functioning, or live independently. Flare-ups are frequent, severe, and triggered by environmental, social, dietary, and physical factors. The patient requires ongoing multidisciplinary care and is seeking Social Security Disability due to chronic, debilitating impairments, I have no quality of life at all anymore these days and it's daily. Financial and Daily Living Challenges Because of my emotional, mental, and physical: • Maintaining employment has become extremely difficult • Medical expenses continue to accumulate • Food insecurity is a real concern • Utilities and housing stability are ongoing worries • Transportation to appointments can be challenging • I increasingly need caregiving and support services I’m still actively pursuing disability approval, medical care, and stabilization, but the process is slow and often overwhelming. I do not matter, I can no longer do anything by myself, and everyday I want to take me life daily because of this, I'm a burden to myself, my family/friends have abandoned me, society has abandoned me, the medical community doctor/psychological has abandoned me, the system has abandoned me, I'm just so tired of all this pain, suffering, and i can longer take care of myself anymore, I'm running out of time fast. Why I’m Asking for Help This fundraiser is meant to help stabilize the basics of daily life while I continue navigating cryogenically preservation, disability determination, treatment, and recovery: • My main goal is to get cryogenically preserved until a cure is found and maintain my quality of life until I can safely get unfrozen someday. • Food and essential living expenses • Housing and utilities stability • Medical care, medications, and supplies • Transportation and caregiving support • Mental health support and recovery resources • Quality-of-life necessities while my disability case continues I’m also deeply interested in Art, Music, Coding, Technology, Robotics, AI, and creative projects, passions I hope to return to once my health and stability improve, I like to focus all this into my Emotional, Mental and Physical factors as distractions. I’ve explored many avenues for help, but sometimes community support is what bridges the gap when systems move slowly. Looking Toward the Future Despite everything, I still deserve and want a future, one with stability, dignity, and the chance to contribute creatively again. Advances in medicine, supportive care, and community support give me hope that when I'm cryogenically preserved a cure will exist. I’m not giving up on that no matter the sufferingi enduredaily; I just need help getting through this incredibly difficult chapter. Thank You! If you’ve read this far, thank you. Chronic illness is often invisible, but the struggle is very real. Whether you donate, share, or simply send encouragement, it truly helps more than you know. With gratitude, Gene