To make a very long winded story short. I am officially diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder, Bipolar II, Anxiety, Insomnia, and Trauma and Stressor-Related Disorder.
I've worked, and I've tried to hold a job, most days I can't even get myself out of bed with how low my mood is. Even when I was working, I was just so incredibly down, and just didn't want to exist. I don't go anywhere, on account that I have panic attacks in public. I am working on getting SSDI. It is a long process and it is very difficult to tell when I'll hear back. I am trying to manage this with meds and therapy, but still having difficulties. I honestly just feel lethargic most days, with some being almost catatonic. I am asking for help with support. I am trying to cover my prescriptions, my doctor appointment copay, and daily living. Any amount would mean a lot. Even if you can't, just sharing this would be amazing. Thank you for at least reading this.