Two years ago, I shared my pregnancy journey on this website. I didn’t receive anything to help fund me and my baby’s new life, and now I return to seek financial support for myself.
I fought tirelessly for a whole year after losing my child to CPS! I attended every class, completed every screening, and made every visit possible, all while managing a new job that others doubted I could handle. I struggled alone when I desperately needed my family's support. Throughout that year of fighting for my rights, I often had to walk for hours to get around, as my parents were frequently absent.
Eventually, during court proceedings, I was kicked out because my dad claimed I was 'stressing your mom to death,' as she suffers from dementia, and everything changed. I discovered that my stepsister had already been sharing pictures of my child with her friends, asking if anyone would take her in. I felt lost and homeless, unsure of where to begin, and had to navigate my way through this difficult situation.
Soon after, I lost my job due to a co-worker threatening me and cutting my hair, which led to a confrontation as I defended myself. I signed up for various shelters and job opportunities nearby, but nothing materialized. As my last court date approached, I couldn't help but think that if circumstances had remained stable just a little longer, I could have kept my baby. The judge awarded custody of my child to the family that my stepsister, Lydia Balogh, had arranged.
Now, as time drags on, I find myself still homeless a year later, scavenging daily for trash to make enough money for a little food. My stepsister, Lydia Balogh, has received $14,798 in funding from her fundraiser a few months ago, while I created mine two years ago, and no family or friends have stepped up to help me secure a better life for myself and my baby before she was taken.
I am drug-free and a loving mother; just because I am a new mother does not mean I am unfit to have children. Please, if anyone can empathize with my story, I urge you to help fund my journey back to safety and provide me with the love I so desperately needed during my darkest times. It is freezing outside, and living like this is incredibly challenging when no one is willing to give me a chance.