Dennis Griggs

Hi folks my name is Dennis forgive me if I'm wrong but my journey the last 10 yrs or so has been a struggle I'm only just staying strong enough to know that Its ok to ask for help something I struggle to do but i can't ignore it anymore I seriously am finding it hard financially to make ends meat let alone trying to recover from my cancer surgery on my face had a tuma on lip and had literally only to find out I had 3 months to live after seeing the second doctor as the first one I seen did biopsy on me lip went away on holidays to have staff at doctor surgery ring me and say doc said that everything was all clear well 4 weeks later I have this thing saw type thing come back up on lip went to second doctor only for him to tell me Dennis we need to get U down to Peter Mac I've got literally 3 months to live if we don't get onto it my heart dropped to the floor in fear was pushed away at a very young age from family father I don't have a clue who he is wasn't bought up very nice it was horrible and some parts i can't explain how horrible my stepfather was to me and wat he did or make me do left home at 12 I'm now 45 and for as long as I can remember since that time in this time I have had nothing but bad luck doing everything on my own struggling to get thru a day where I can go pay for something or get things I need look after my pets I can't eat much ATM or bite into anything as my mouth is half stitched up and can't bite into my food I have to break it all up n push it in my mouth or just drink liquids to make up for what I can't eat that my body needs medical needs I ignore cause can't afford anything ADHD left unsettled I been trying to get diagnosed properly all's I know is that life for me atm with my financial struggles and tough times I don't know how much I can thanku all for taking the time to help me and become financial stable the help I need is the help I'm not getting to help me thru my life ATM being on my own and feeling like I don't belong in this world obe worked and worked over my time but never able to hold my job without my lifestyle affecting my mental health worse then what it already is with this helping hand from whom it may concern is going to be a major difference in getting all I need to have payed my home secure and pets to vet getting my licence renewed and things for my home $215.00 pw unemployed sadly as I'm not able to work ATM which kills me alone I can't do it on my own anymore it's eating me away slowly and I feel if I don't ask for this help I won't get anywhere except continuously walking rnd in circles lost I appreciate all that take time to read my story I have much more to write but I only have my phone and I finding it hard to see my eyes going all blurry and can't read small writing probly gazillion mistakes with my words or spelling god bless and it means the world to me to get my self back on top of things