Please help me bring my child home

As much as it pains me to do this and it hurts my pride, I am asking for help. Without too much detail, I left my home on December 29th after a physical altercation with my ex husband. I left the home with very little and honestly in fear for my life. I am now in the middle of a custody battle for my 8 year old son. To be short and to the point, I do not have the money for a lawyer that is required to move forward and fight this. I do not have the financial backing my ex husband has. I went to court alone on 2/21 and my child was taken from me. I get every other weekend visitation with my baby and right now I’m barely hanging on and miss my him terribly every day I’m not with him. Anyone who knows me knows I’m a good mother and live for my kids. Please, no negativity as I truly have enough in my life at this point. Every little bit helps and rest assured every dime will go to the lawyer and a guardian assigned to the case. Thank you so much to anyone willing to help and for those who can’t, a little prayer for my boys and I is much appreciated.