Fighting the good fight

2 years ago one of my daughters was molested by someone we thought we could trust. One night we ended up seeing our daughter doing so a little girl at her age shouldn’t ever know. She told us her Grandpa Tony taught her and that’s there fun time. As a father I lost it and wanted to go do something to him that would have taken me away from my children and wife for ever. So we called the police and the stories kept coming out the things he did to her where so graphic and sick it killed me inside knowing this type of stuff happened to my little angel who was taught things and forced to grow up faster not by choice but from what she faced. The case went down in Los Angeles due to the people that did it and also let it happened in la. The molesters brother was lieutenant for the LA station so he was able to get his brother off with out even seeing a judge. So the guy lives a normal life around children and is probably still doing this to more kids on a daily basis. Enough about Tony Corina the guy that molested a innocent little girl. While we fought for my little one he was driving by my house and we had camera footage of him driving by but since we lived in hb and the case was in la we couldn’t get a cop car at the house to protect my family when I was at work, so I had to pay people to watch my family and make sure they were safe and I ended up digging myself in a deeper hole financially as I was paying more than I made. Years passed and plenty of moves happened as we had to disappear so my family was safe. But through it all my daughter would ask me why nobody believes her and why nobody has done anything, me wanting to be there to support her I tried my best. I fell into a heavy depression with a one track mind I needed justice for her. Then finally on April 14th I lost it. I went to do what I felt like I needed to do as a father it’s my job to protect my family and since the system dropped the ball it became a fire inside me that brought out  more anger then I could deal with and seeing my girl in pain I said enough is enough I went to there house and he wasn’t there and that’s a good thing because I’m out free writing this today. I ended up telling Norma Cori. My daughters grandma that let it happen as she. Ava cried to her for help she ran in to the living room and saw him on top of my baby, instead of stopping it or calling the cops knowing her own grandaughter was bring molested she said her food is gonna burn and left my little one in the room with him all night as it all got worse. Sorry I’m all over the place with this but it’s a short version of a story that needs to be heard. I didn’t get violent with her I wanted to get violent with tony who did crude acts to my baby and once he wasn’t there I headed home. Since I had some weapons on me and people called in on that I ended up closing the 5 south with 25 machine guns pulled on me, then the cops beat me so bad the jail wouldn’t admit me I was rushed to the er so they could tend to all wounds I encountered from the cops.... I am now facing 3 strikes and 2 mistaminers  and now can lose my life outside as a father because I did what every parent should do and I stood up for what is right. I’ve been trying to avoid that and I’m trying to get a good legal team to defend myself as I did step over the line and now with the 3 strikes mostly weapon charges I am going to court tomorrow by myself with no legal representation and I know I did the right thing but now it’s landed me in a bad spot. I haven’t asked anyone for financial help as this is my mess and I need to face the music. I do feel like the wrong guys dealing with the felonies but I need to prove it in court. I need to get a good legal team and all the numbers ive been hearing are way out of my reach and that’s nobodies problem but my own so I’m ready for what ever as I know my girl knows daddy had her back and she seems to be doing a little better knowing that. I was told I should try it o do a go fund me to try to get a solid legal team so here I am. Times are rough for everyone and if you can’t help financially it’s all good I just want you to keep me in your prayers and thoughts. But I think at this point the best thing I can do is ask for help so I can get a good lawyer to defend me and also maybe the tea
 can help me get justice for ava and lock this bad guy up so he can’t touch another kid. I wrote down most of the story and I am begging for you guys to at least pray for my daughter to be strong as now might be gone for life due to the three stike rule. If you guys have something to give it will go to a lawyer and it might help me be able to be around. Sorry to ask, sorry to write down this big long story but it’s where I’ve been mentally just holding it in but I think at this point I should ask for help. My family needs me and I know I did the right thing. Thank you guys for even hearing me out and all the support I love knowing there’s people out there that truly care. I’m more nervous, depressed for what’s next, so please pray for my family and my case tomorrow. I can’t thank you guys enough for 
Even suggesting go fund me.  Love the Carlson family