To see sons in new zealand

Hi my name is Amanda,I have 5 children all grown up now.

My husband died of sudden adult death syndrome at the age of 35,I was 41 and the children were 5,7,8,9 and 11.

My eldest daughter was just going into secondary school,developed alopyand psoriasis due to the shock of loosing her dad,my youngest daughter was just starting school and she took started with psoriasis. My boys were angry as expected,but as a strong family we rode the tough times out.

My family is a credit to there later father.

My two eldest sons now live in New Zealand and my wish is to go to see them,I work part time so am saving every last spare penny to go.

I haven't seen them for 4years since my eldest daughter's wedding,and miss them so very much.

I have accommodation with them to stay but the flights are so expensive,I don't mind long stops on the way just so I can get there and see them.

I hate doing this but if it helps il be forever grateful