The loss of my fiancé & daughter's father

Hi my name is Michelle Pacelli and I just lost my fiance and daughters father on the 1st of this month. I didn't even consider making a go fund me until a couple people suggested I do. If I'm being honest this is really embarrassing for me. I thought I'd be able to swing it financially but as bills keep coming and situations keep arising, I'm not sure how I'm going to handle taking care of myself, my kids, my rent and all my bills. I know once I get situated it will become easier but right now I am so overwhelmed with grief I can barely function. I am getting back to work next week or the following but right now it just isn't an option until I can hold it together long enough to do so. I just need help getting back on my feet. My rent alone is 1350 a month nevermind everything else adding an additional couple thousand monthly. My fiances name is Michael Neudeck and he was an amazing father and boyfriend. He made it so I was able to stay home with our 2 year old, now 3 year old without sending her to daycare. He handled all the finances for us and I will be forever grateful for that but now, it makes it harder for me to take on that role, as I am not usually the main provider. I don't ever ask for handouts and I hate the fact I'm even in this position where I need to ask for help but anything helps in this time and thank you for taking the time to read this