Yall know me and I think most of yall know my level of pride. That said this is not a proud moment for me. I've never in my life asked for a handout and rarely ask for help of any kind.

Some of yall know the shit those in my home have been though in recent months. Which has added counseling for us all and a lot of missed work for me. I'm not going into it if you don't know. I'm at my end. I am keeping a home for my kids and I on half of what I had been. I have adjusted everything to make it work but I'm behind and just can't catch up to level. I have no hope left that I can pull us out of this without help, and it kills me to ask but I need help. Thank you to all of you if you help or not my apologies for letting anyone down.