Support for a private ADHD investigation

Hello dear friends, family and everyone else.

I have never done anything like this before for my own record/benefit... and It feels tricky try ask for help in this way. I have always put on a brave (and often happy) face and just found other ways. I don't know how to do this. I am trying to ask for help simply.

Right onto the thing

And that might be the reason I have ended up just where I am. I open up to recieve, humbly, for financial support to make a ADHD investigation. If you can.

A private one, cost 30 000+ SEK (probably another 10 000 for the medical and other follow up treatment). I guess that is about 2822 dollar or 2621 euro.

A lot of small donations counts!

My situation

I am at my wits end here. I have struggled for 2,5 years in my exhaustion and it has been boiled down to that ADHD might very likley be the cause. I would very much like it to be done with it. I have also after these 2,5 years ended up in a "not so great" financical position, it is rather unstable at the moment.

Explaination

To do it via the open healthcare, well basicly everyone I talk to recommend me to do it via private health care beacause it is som much better and faster. And a way better process. 4-6 weeks private. And 1,5-2 years open health care. It is a taxning process in normal cases. With exhaustion syndrom added into the equation. I fear it, and that doing the investigation via the open health care - way, would only make it all worse.

My own thoughts

And to ask this. Is to ask for a gift. I could probably loan money from here and there. But loaned money, is loaned money. And having that added on me, would... well I don't know, probably stress me even more in all of this. No new hair growing here, as bare as a waste land.

I feel insecure about this. Thought pop up in my head: Is it correct to ask of this? Is it inappropiate? Will people think I am lazy? Or that I am just friend with them beacause of their money? What will they think of me? Will they abandon me when they read this? Will they think I am strange? Well, I guess I am. In a good way.

I like the word queer too. Queer is good word.

I guess being non-normative in quite some ways also adds up in this whole train of thought.

Anyhopps, If you have the space for supporting me on this exhausing journey, anything is welcome. I am so very grateful.

And if you think "O, You don't have ADHD, you got it all wrong" or something similar, please await the video where I explain further.(Video has yet to be made. Procastrination you know.)

Until then, just trust me and take my word(and the doctor's and psychologist's) for it.

Thanks in advance,

Pan John Ekbäck