Hey y’all.

After 11 and a half years of creating ASMR videos here on YouTube, I’ve made the decision to step away indefinitely to focus on my kids and what’s going on at home.

I’m going to keep the details private, but please know this is something that needs my full attention right now. My kids need me to be more present than I’m able to be while continuing to run the channel.

Over the past few years, I’ve shared at times about some of the challenges behind the scenes—balancing family needs, a demanding home environment, and the increasing difficulty of sustaining this work long-term. I’ve done my best to adjust and continue over time, but I’ve reached a point where stepping away is the only responsible choice for my family.

While I’d hoped to have more time to plan for this, it’s a decision that feels clear and necessary now.

Because YouTube has been my full-time work for many years, stepping away also means stepping away from my primary source of income.

If you’d like to support me and my family during this transition, I’ve set up this GoFundMe. I set the goal based on what would help cover basic expenses for an extended period of time while I focus on taking care of my kids.

There is absolutely no expectation. Your support over the years, whether through watching, commenting, or simply being here, has already meant so much to me.

Simply by having spent time with my videos, you have all become a part of me as I've grown over the years. I don’t take that lightly.

Right now my focus is on being present, steady, and available for my family. Any support during this time helps create the space for me to do that.

I’m really going to miss you all. This isn’t an easy goodbye for me.

Thank you for being here. You’ve all been such a huge and vital part of my life for so very long.

Love,

Lola