Im sitting here, watching my son play in his little plastic pool with his toy sharks, not a care or worry in the world while i sit and stress about yet another bill rolling around while i am out of work. I just want him to stay in this bubble where to world is good, and not uproot his life from home. And I would rather ask for help until I can work again than be stuck in an abusive marriage so this is an attempt at getting by for the next 6 weeks or so until I can go back to work. I just want my children's lives to not change, and to keep their home for them. I just can't do it alone right now.

If you're tired of seeing me ask for help, just know it isn't easy to do. It's exhausting. Its humiliating. We just need to get by for the next 6 weeks. I can go back to work as soon as 3 weeks postpartum.

I have two kids at home, and one on the way. I am 9 months pregnant, and was hospitalized for an abdominal injury from a DV situation. Since then, i have left for my safety and my kids but my husband refuses to help with any bills or anything until i can work again. I have sold everything I can of value of mine, and have been blessed with help to get baby things together for my daughter on the way. I've been a stay at home mom this pregnancy and was completely dependent on my husband. Ill be having a c section to deliver our daughter and will be out of work until Im able to physically get around again. My worry now is bills (mortgage, electricity, water, diapers, gas etc) that will be due soon, and again while I'm recovering postpartum. Asking for help is nothing short of HARD. I've held off on making a gofundme for a bit, but more money is due in more places and I can't pay. Anything donated will be spread between all needs and bills for the next 6 weeks to keep a roof over my kids heads, and basic needs taken care of. If you'd like to help with any baby things, anything left were in need of is still on my registry that is pinned to the top of my profile and set to public.

If you can't, or don't want to donate, please send prayers. Prayers do work and they do matter. God has always shown up for us so much during this time. Please be kind and remember that anybody can find themselves in hard times. This is just a chapter I need to get through. Thank you all so much.