My name is Carl Karaba. How do you explain such a horrible point in life? Seven years ago, I lost my sons to CPS. One son went with his mom, the other to the system. He's severely autistic, and she didn't want him. By the grace of God, I found him, and he's still up for adoption. He was my world. I'm trying to raise money to get an attorney and reunite with my son. He belongs with me; that kid is my world. I don't know how to say it, but it's been my wish, and we've been apart long enough. I need help; I'm asking for help, anything. I need a very expensive attorney. There was no abuse. I was a single dad since he was two until he was eight. I'm not perfect, but as a dad, he was everything to me. I've gone through hell and still do today, undergoing major counseling dealing with the loss. Seven years later, someone sends me this site. They're auctioning my son off like he's a toy. I don't know what to do, but I'm going to fight like it's my last breath to bring him where he belongs. I lost my kids because I got addicted to my pain meds and couldn't accept I was an addict. I've been clean for two years. I can answer any questions with proof and clarity. I have to fight back. CPS never tried reunification. I saw my son three times a week. The day COVID hit was the last time. CPS put in Idaho press my parental rights in the newspaper. I missed court. Since that court date, my attorney and CPS social worker ignored all calls and said the case was closed. He was ten then; he's 17 now, severely autistic, and a ward of the state. I wish to bring my son home. Please help. The funds will be used at

Attorney and legal expenses I lost my world over a selfish act I tested the limits of CPS I was single father with rough childhood never wish lost on kids to nobody I didn't deserve this after 7 long years of wondering is he ok or not I was told he had been adopted no never hurt my kids they requested nothing from me for 2 years I never missed court I did all they asked but with everything they had me doing I couldn't work eventually lost everything I started using first time my home life to numb the loss I eventually by grace god was saved 2 years sober weekly councling and weekly treatment groups weekly mdr treatment cause of the trauma how they took them I was doomed from the gate I'm not saying I didn't need consequences I needed help not this and because who I am because of my son being a non verbal and no family in Spokane no support system I untrusted on a public attorney and I never in 2 years missed a meet up with him or a court date COVID hit and that's last time I seen my son I'm not perfect I struggle financially ...I still got along way to go my ex takes the one son and leaves our autistic son CPS he's the most loving boy mind u shelf left him on my door step at two years old was just me my two sons he's alone in a foster system and for past 4 years I was under the impression he was adopted I paid private investigator and all lies I never ask for help I don't know who turn to but after all this time I get a little light I need this help I do what ever to bring him home safe and happy ...if anyone has any questions I have with proof of what really happened I have no room for lies or to scam I was told to try this so thank u for reading CPS sells our kids like it's a auction site better yet a date site it's so wrong I'm filing a 1983 civil lawsuit now that I'm better my drug addiction was in pain pills from a horrible accident my Dr cut me off that's when I learned addiction months before CPS took my sons I had already gotten sober they then said they took my son cause he got out the apartment longer then a ten min period I was asleep we just moved in New home he snuck out literally they found him in front of our old house I never was asked do parent classes it was always every three weeks judge say give me 39 days clean ua I di still ko reunification I asked for housing valcuer cause I couldn't work with all the visits and mental health stuff they made me do they say I report I failed to put alarms on doors that it was un safe living they came back got my other son cause I was in heavy pain pills by dr stamped by a judge three my ua were falsified CPS worker instill had jump hoops after two years fighting them depleting everything I owned at that time I was electrician would work with all the days off I was let go till over then I could come back the socile worker then used my juvenile record and because I have severe PTSD and I was myself having autism they said I was incapable to raise my kid I always had a clean home always worked no mother in there life us three that awesome little boy literally was ltaken from me they held me together i messed up instead of offering treatment reunification I was told keep doing what ur doing see u in a month by judge 2 yrs he say this I never got a trail to plead my self never hurt my kids ever always the best clothes food and always had fun they didn't help one inch the CPS worker who tampered with my ua u think he fired nope I do what any man do and that protect and teach and make sure they live a great life I admit my guilt the exhausted me CPS traumatized me bad I'm always seeing my sons and I double take a look and it's not them I dream horrible I'm on a sleeping pill due to my nightmare now never before I tested the attority by thinking I new my rights when they came by the night the took them I'll never for get it my boys sroom stayed everything I could go in there I ended up doing all I could to keep numb I get it some parents don't deserve kids but I simply burnt out and I had nobody to turn to to get me time in 6 years alone single dad worked same job 12 years in a flash eye gone I ended try commit suicide when I got the news that they had court and because COVID the served me by putting my court date in the paper for post falls Idaho I'm from Spokane Washingtonn u Google my name it pops up my parental rights taken I had two attorneys through this to I fired the first one because she wouldn't help I bought next one for year half he fought I talk him mind u we didn't know court date he said the file been closed he's getting adopted I never signed anything the CPS social worker lied many times in court and she stalked me and the worst yet when I first met her I asked she have any kids she said no I asked what's book in ur arms for she said to teach u from a book how to be parent mind u in report is says child is unsafe due to no alarms that's not true I did have alarms on doors I'm son took garbage out during morning for got lock it Nathaniel being slick stealth and fast as flash b lined it out the found him quick she pulled up said CPS go ur boy when Nathaniel ran out door the lady was at my back fence I told her leave me boys alone and being a loud mouth r told her what I thought my bad I used words no violence the moment she lied in stand I fought back they took my boys while at school 3 visits a week 30 miles from home when they had a office three blocks away and the foster parents live two blocks up u think she cave me there no she new I was struggling three days later I had Google my name his parentally rights hearing was a day prior literally 3 hrs later COVID lock down I called months no answer I've searched untill I got wind he was never coming back that night I over dosed on purpose my brother found me back hospital I go they were my breath I had a rough childhood cause I was hyper and like to get trouble I've done a lot dumb stuff but I've never hurt those boys and I alone raised my kids my other son who told CPS at school if u was taking any thing my kid simply said yes I don't want my daddy hurt he does take a lot pills socile worker came over welfare check no t one drug was in me I got a deposit e for meth I never done it won't inshould have been dirty for oxycodone with I had script I refused them to have my medical record I said that hippa lock on records I was born with autism my self ADHD excetra is she had access to my person medical at that time I should have lhad help no family in town I don't just leave anyone around my son his own mom never took him just his brother I keep replaying in my head why this socile worker hates me I finally found out couple years after why that socile worked was after me so bad it's cause I refused to do what she wanted I want my some I'm lost with out him I tell u this sorry for reason I want be upfront and hope there is miracle thank u for ur time I do anything to just hug and know he's ok I have to have a paid for attorney and the I need is over 3000.$ and I have get a bigger place if I can make it happpeni would be a man if I didn't fight them this is not game it's my kids life hope God watches over every one tonight I've been devastated on 3 different depression pills 2 sleep pills he is a special young man if u can't help.me I'll even take good advise we as men are thought to never give up never back down that they do this that if CPS is a legal child traffic ring and I just want my son home I can't talk touch see him and he's not 4 blocks away even if I can get a line I have job I can pay please anything advice even please have good holidays to all