September 23, 2025 - Update:

Back within my community in the Catskill Mountains where my children grew up and are embraced for their unique and loving natures, I am filled with gratitude for my cross country journey and the time I spent in Arizona. I needed the journey to make the connections that supported my business and to cleanse my chakras of all that was holding me back. The decision to leave came with weeks of hesitation, but I heard the voices loud and clear telling me to return to New York.

Once back in New York, I stepped into full alignment with my soul’s purpose, offering hands on healing and serving cacao while hosting community healing circles on a beautiful part of the Earth where the energy supports healing.

Six weeks ago, my autistic son started regressing and I’ve been forced to shift my focus from work to motherhood, and I’ve tried to remain in the frequency of gratitude. Each week, I’ve poured my heart and soul into giving my children the happiest days possible, amidst homeschooling, crafting, exploring, and playgrounds. However, the experiences are marked with meltdowns, fear or discomfort, overwhelm, and now - self-injuring behaviors.

I am meeting with Tristan’s doctor to discuss possible medications. I’ve been completely holistic for many years and have avoided anything manmade, even Tylenol and antibiotics, so the thought of medication scares me because I believe anything synthetic has the potential to affect the body negatively, but at this point, I may need to open to that option. Knowledge is power so I am open to hearing the advice of the developmental pediatrician.

I’m not sure when I will be able to return to my business and how long it will take me to rebuild my momentum. My own health is in need of attention as I have neglected myself for years and I am feeling the effects.

I have requested to receive my retirement money from when I was a teacher to support myself and my children until we find balance once again. However, the process may take up to two months to receive the deposit, although I’ve requested that it be expedited, so if anyone is in a position to contribute in the upcoming weeks, it would be greatly appreciated.

February 17, 2025 - Update:

Good things are happening and everything is aligning. When it seemed like all hope was lost, my Airbnb reservation was ending and I could not find a place to rent in Sedona, I surrendered to the Universe and prayed for clarity on my next steps. Less than 48 hours before I had to pack up and leave, I received a series of miracles - a friend invested money in my business and a rental that I had crossed off the list reopened and I moved to Clarkdale, Arizona, with my children - just outside of Sedona.

I couldn’t imagine feeling so connected to the Earth in the desert. I love the view from my backyard, my front yard, and my office. The energy is peaceful and serene, wildlife is abundant, and there is space for me to garden. My children run in circles around the house, the younger two chasing Troy as he rides his scooter. We have a lovely neighbor who came to visit and we are a part of a huge homeschooling community where all three children are held and supported - and Tristan is developing at an astronomical rate. Troy is struggling emotionally and I’m praying soon that he will find a friend. Ember is better than she’s ever been - talking, coloring, and loving life.

Now begins the process of establishing residency and applying for ESA funding and the multitude of resources available for Tristan in this state. I have to transfer my driver’s license and vehicle registration, the boys’ homeschool paperwork, and fill out a bunch of applications for Tristan. On top of all this, I am OVERJOYED at the success of my business - I’m helping people on their healing journey while providing for my family.

I’m hoping to have our things shipped from Pennsylvania. The children’s toys, trampoline, Troy’s bike, my candle making equipment, my clothing and some sentimental items - my friends have packed them into a pod that is now waiting to be shipped. It will sit in storage until I can afford to ship it - the cost to ship to Arizona is around $2300.

It would be a great comfort to Troy to reunite with his beloved plushies, Mario and Pokémon sets, and the trampoline would allow me more time and space to work as it would entertain Tristan in the backyard and I can set up a table and work outside, blending flower essences, pouring candles and writing. I’m doing everything I can to take care of my children and if anyone is able to give me a boost with a donation, it would be greatly appreciated.

January 28, 2025 - Update:

I cannot express my gratitude to everyone who donated, shared and contributed and all the kind words of support and encouragement that I received. This has truly kept me going through one of the most difficult times of my life.

My business is growing - there is a lot of interest in energy healing with flower essences and I could not feel more aligned with a healing modality. I love every aspect of what I am doing, from consulting with friends/clients to channeling the flowers for the blend and writing the prayer to packaging my products with love for shipping, usually with my children playing nearby.

I now have an opportunity at a long-term housing solution, the ability to settle and put down roots in a space on the planet where I have found community and support. I am approved for a lease through August on a furnished home outside of Sedona - this is an ideal situation for me - by August, I will have a better understanding of what I can afford, how much I can work, ESA funding and services for Tristan (which I currently pay for out of pocket), and a clearer vision on where in Arizona I want to settle.

Due to my credit history and background of primarily a homemaker and mother, I need to pay a large portion of the lease upfront - $10,355. It makes me sad that this is the situation that mothers face in America after years of service to their children, communities, and partners, but I am filled with gratitude that someone is willing to rent a safe and stable home to me and my children where we can continue to thrive.

I am pledging to begin weekly healing circles for women recovering from abusive relationships beginning in February. I will also continue to offer my flower essence blends on a donation basis so that everyone can afford this powerful form of healing. Your donation will support my family’s stability and will allow me to focus on my business from a place of safety and love.

Please donate if you are able…

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Hi, my name is Ann, and I’m a single mother to three beautiful children. My middle son, Tristan, is seven years old and has autism, along with complex special needs that require constant care and supervision. Over the past few years, I’ve been on an exhausting but deeply meaningful journey to build a holistic healing business—something close to my heart that allows me to not only support my family but to help others heal along their own journeys.

The road has not been easy. As a single mom, I have faced many obstacles, including severe setbacks with Tristan’s care due to a lack of resources in our community. His special needs were made even more challenging by understaffing in the public school system and health risks, like mold exposure in the home we rented. These challenges led me to make the life-changing decision to move to Arizona, a state that offers much-needed resources for children like Tristan, including funding for alternative therapies, respite care, and specialized educational programs. Arizona provides opportunities for healing that we simply could not find where we lived, and I knew this was a necessary step for our future.

Since the end of 2024, I’ve been living in temporary Airbnbs while working tirelessly to restructure and grow my business. I’m a practitioner of shamanic Reiki and a homeopathic flower essence healer. However, the uncertainty of not having a permanent home has made it incredibly difficult to establish the stability we need. Tristan’s autism prevents him from qualifying for any kind of assistance until we have a permanent address, and balancing homeschooling, working, and caring for my children has pushed me to the limit. I’m often working through the night on just 2-3 hours of sleep—this is the only time I have to work on my business and take care of the household duties.

Tristan is incredibly intelligent and loves to build and create, but he lacks basic safety awareness. He needs constant supervision, and when left unattended, his explorative nature can lead to destructive behavior. I’ve done everything I can to make our temporary space as safe and accommodating as possible, from child-proofing the home to installing removable alarms on all doors and locking up chemicals. With your help, I can extend our stay in this Airbnb a little longer, ensuring Tristan remains safe while I continue to build my business.

I’ve been blessed to connect with two incredible women who are willing to help with Tristan’s care, but I’m unable to pay them until my business starts generating income. Your donation will not only help me extend our stay in a safe environment, but it will also support me in continuing to grow my practice, which I’ve been dedicated to for over two years. Ultimately, my goal is to build a healing village—a space where mothers and children like mine can come together for support, education, and healing. A place where true healing is available to everyone, regardless of their financial situation.

I’ve always worked with people who seek guidance, no matter their ability to pay, because I believe in the power of healing and know that it should be accessible to all. This journey is not just about me and my children; it’s about creating a community where others can heal, thrive, and step into their own power as well.

I humbly ask for your support, so I can keep moving forward on this path. Every donation, no matter how small, brings me one step closer to a stable life for my family, the success of my business, and the creation of a healing community that can transform lives.

Thank you for taking the time to read our story. Your generosity means the world to us.