Support for a New Beginning for a Dedicated Mother

Well, here I am. I am not too proud to do this, but I used to be. I am asking for help. I am done suffering in silence. Having been told my entire life that, “this is all your fault”, has made me hesitant to even think about reaching out to anyone for anything. I am over that now and realize that my life has been a series of unfortunate events. Having realized this, once you know better, you do better (as the saying goes).

Nothing I have done or am doing in my day to day life is getting me to where I envisioned myself at the ripe age of 39. And, it certainly is not where I would like to be for my daughter, financially. In fact, I truly resent that we need money to basically breathe in our world. Money is the root of all evil, but I am at a fork in the road where I have to choose my independence, freedom, happiness, peace and quiet over financial ties. These ties have grown too deep and gain immense amounts of toxicity, as each day passes. Without being completely independent of these ties, I will truly never get to the places I want and deserve to be, again with my amazing, intelligent and beautiful daughter. I work a full time job, have a part time job and still, there are chains that bind me all too tightly and I cannot seem to break them. This is my last stitch effort to do that and move on, in the directions I have always dreamed of. I always think to myself, if my 17 year old self saw where my 39 year old self is today, I would absolutely not believe it for a second. In fact, I would think I was having a nightmare. And, I never in a million years would have thought I would ever publicly ask for help, as I am now. But, as I have learned one of life’s biggest lessons along the way: “never say never”. If you are willing and able to help, it will be appreciated more than you will ever know. I have contacted anybody and everybody you could ever imagine, to find remedy with my situation, to no avail. My name and social security number have been compromised beyond belief, leaving me with no options to get a loan for a home, let alone a bank account. I have attempted to change my social security number several times. The process begins, gains approval, then all of a sudden it reaches the infamous “black hole” that I have, unfortunately, become all too familiar with. I have gone as far as contacting the FBI, Attorney General, Local Government & Police, you name it, I’ve tried! Nothing has worked. My credit report is riddled with ever changing, fraudulent accounts, loans, properties, etc. I have disputed, reported - I have done it all and honestly, I have become extremely sick and tired of being on this hamster wheel and never being able to rectify any of this.

At the end of the day, as I said before, I am reaching out for a new beginning. I am forever grateful and beyond appreciative for anyone and everyone who has helped me in any way, shape or form along this journey. Please feel free to contact me with any ideas or thoughts of other ways I could go about resolving this financial mess. I believe every single person should live the life they deserve and I wouldn’t be asking for help if I didn’t think I deserved better. I live by the philosophy that if I ever get a pie, everyone will get a slice, in an attempt to make this world a better place.

I thank you for taking the time to read my “story” and am looking forward to a bright future for myself and the light of my life, my daughter. Thank you! ❤️