- J
If you know me than you know how much it takes for me to reach out to the public to this extent.. I’m never the one to ask for to much help. I usually just do what I have to. I’m going to try to be as detailed as possible, going back & thinking about everything is heart breaking & I’m not okay right now..
In August of 2024, butts county dfcs office was contacted to a butts county address about me. They went there & I did NOT live there. Once I made contact with the DFCS investigator, she told me she was coming to my moms that night when I got off in griffin because I wasn't able to leave right then & there. She never showed. The following morning I woke up & took my kids to school & went to the dfcs office. I explained my side. 3 weeks later, she shows up saying she's been calling me & I was refusing her phone calls. I never once had a missed call from her. I told her & everyone else that. I WILL still contact Verizon & get my phone record to show that l'm telling the truth. December comes around & I was at work again & got a call from the NEW CASE WORKER & was told my kids was being removed because I failed a drug test for "fetnayl" & again, this case had been open for months previously. Passed every test. I missed my kids Christmas. Went to court & took yet ANOTHER test & knew I had court & what do you know, they say a faint line for meth. HOW?????? Even the drug tester said I passed it! Still didn't get my kids back. Start counseling. Get back into church. Work 12 days in a row. Still sending my mom money for my kids for EVERY SINGLE THING THEY NEEDED. Paid cash for a car. Got a tiny house delivered. Paid to have it closed in. & randomly on April the 3rd, 2 “investigator” for butts county sheriff office, comes on to a property with a no trespassing sign at the end of the driveway & demands me to go to a rehab OR jail. Never had a search warrant, refused to let me call my job, kids & barely got to hug my parents before they took me to Macon to a rehab center & dropped me off & told me if I left “I was going straight to jail” being scared & not wanting my kids to go through anymore stuff , I stayed. I left a few days later. Told my case worker. & THEY TAKE MY VISITATION & CONTACT AWAY FOR LEAVING. Dfcs NEVER sent me. Never told me that would help me get my kids back. I PASSED A DRUG TEST AT THE DOORS OF THE REHAB! I have proof of every single thing. THEN one of the officers refused to give me my phone back. She had it a total of 9 days. Told my dad “she wanted to see evidence” then days later told my mom “she wanted to see what deals me & my husband mad” THEN told my aunt, on recording that she had until the following Monday to make up her mind on IF she had enough eveidence to even get a search warrant for my phone. She also dropped me off in Macon without my phone & told me when the rehab would let me have a phone for the first 30 days & then after that she would get me one BUT it would not be my phone. She would get me a new one. Why? NOW butts county dfcs can’t show me my drug test from the lab stating where I failed. Dfcs will not let me see my kids. Or talk to them. I lost my tiny house. I lost my job. & I’ve missed my daughter turning 11. My daughter pitching at her game for the very 1st time. My son’s entire first year of playing baseball. & one of the investigators grandson was on my sons ball team so she comes to every game & makes sure that she is seen & heard. Let me also add, she works for the TPO team at the sheriffs office. NOT BUTTS COUNTY DEPARTMENT OF CHILDREN SERVICES!!
5/31/25 we went to court last week & had our court appointed lawyers. Passed yet another test before court started. Our case worker said “we pass urine test but the mouth & hair are always different” I’ve not been showed any of that. When I “failed” I immediately started crying & freaking out & he told me “it’s okay, I’m gonna send it to the lab & we will know more” so I asked for an update & he laughed at me & said “why do you only ask about the ones you fail” I’m sorry because I’m fighting for my kids so hard & trying my best to stay above water & these weird test is stopping my kids from having their mom. He is has been caught in lies over & over again. When this first happened, my husband failed a test so bad he told him “I’m not turning this in, it’s the worst I’ve ever seen. We will try again next week”. He also called him one day & asked to “talk outside of the dfcs office because everything is recorded there” not to mention he’s ken to my husbands family. Told multiple people about my case & helped others out with checking the dfcs system on if they had a call made on them? I never got any secrets kept for me. Never had someone talk to me on the “down low” for my benefits. I’ve been lied on & taken advantage of. I know I’m not the best mom but I did everything for my kids. Everything. My first 2, their dads have absolutely NOTHING to do with them. My daughter hasn’t seen her dad in years & my son wouldn’t know his if he walked right passed him in a room. Both behind thousands on child support. Me & my husband have had our ups & downs, what marriage don’t but we should have our baby’s home by now. I have a file with drug test papers showing we passed. Absolutely not 1 court order. Not a lab result from anything going back to August. I reached out to news crews yesterday trying to get my story out there. I’ve finally got in touch with a investigator for dfcs & currently waiting to hear back Monday. I can’t have a life without my kids. My kids want me. My kids want to come home. They’ve told everyone that ask them. I’m so thankful my kids are placed at my moms but after last week I can’t talk or see my kids or my mom. I don’t even have a explanation on why? They are trying to use me leaving the rehab I passed a drug test for every single thing at against me. But before I was taken there nobody ever mentioned I need to go anywhere like that. I’ve found a lawyer, she is pretty confident that she will get my kids home with the evidence I have against everyone. But she needs $5,000 up front to even start on our case. Me nor my husband have that. I feel like when we go back, I’ll never be able to see my kids again & I’ve not done anything for that to happen. I’m beyond scared. I’m lost. My kids are all I live for. I wish I could explain how embarrassing & humiliating this is to share but it’s my last option to ever being a mom again. If you can’t donate, please just share this. If you have any questions or want to see everything I have done & pictures of my drug test I’m begging to reach out to me. I’ll give you my number & send everything directly to your phone. I just need my babies back!! I have money saved up but no where close to the amount the lawyer needs. If you read all of this, I want to thank you for your time. It’s a lot. I know & doesn’t seem real. But I’m here to show, it is. I know god hears my cry’s & prayers every night & every day. Everything is on his time. But my mommy heart is being ripped out of my chest. Please help us get our babies back home. God bless everyone that read this. ❤️




