Reshaping life after death

My boyfriend discharged his firearm and lost his life February 2, 2018, I’m looking to raise money for bills, food expenses, and cleanup for myself and my daughter. He was my world, my life, my everything, even my stupid bricklayer, who would always say “get out my damn beer.” But I know he would want me to stay strong and handle what I could and leave the rest to others. This would mean so much to the both of the us after this devestating event.