Need help with bills and household stuff

Hi, my name is Jay Whipple. Recently, I have been diagnosed with liver disease and deep vein thrombosis in my intestines. I am in pain daily and unable to work. I was the sole provider for my family. I have 8 beautiful kids and 2 amazing grandchildren. We have been struggling the last couple of months, and now we have some emergency bills that need to be paid. I have run out of savings, and bills are getting behind. I'm barely able to keep my head above water, and I'm trying to keep my faith in God. I feel like my whole life is falling apart. I'm not the one who likes asking for handouts; I'm usually the one who tries to help others. I'm urgently needing help; anything helps, even if it's just a prayer. God bless, and thank you for your time.