I am a mother to my two boys , we are in London ON. I have decided to not identify the boys or myself for their privacy.  This will not be a long article as the details go back to 3 years ago and what has happened since would take an entire novel to write. I have been told that my story is so unreal that it is fantastical, Id prefer that it never existed.

My fight started 3 Years ago when lìke many I decided that I wanted a divorce. I have not seen my boys in 16 months as various criminal trials were brought against me and I am continually criminally harassed by their father, who's dad is RCMP. I have successfully won my trials and parenting orders, yet here I am 3 years later; and 16 months without my boys. After winning my latest Trial in Nov 2021 I was to receive my boys on Nov 8 2021 as per a parenting order I had obtained 16 months prior. I did not receive my boys. The London police had went out to dads house to let him know that he was in violation of a parenting order. Due to the fact that dad would not release the kids and that my police order was not enforceable there was nothing I could do . So this is our justice system ? What was the point of me not seeing my boys for 16 months while awaiting for trial and being found innocent when dad and the system still wont do anything about releasing the boys to their mother.

The boys not only have not had any form of contact with me but also their entire family of aunts, uncles, cousins whom they used to see everyday just about , no one.. Their FB messanger acounts were deleted and when the few times the boys were spotted in the city they weren't able to talk and were taken away by a lady that was not known to my family or friends.

I had called the boys school to inform them that I will be picking my boys up Nov 8; as their is no other way for myself or family and friends to contact the boys. One of the boys teachers decided to inform their dad who took them out of school and would not return them..2 days later I recieved a motion brought by dad to take away my parenting order and new no contact order against my boys under no grounds.  This was heard on Jan 6 2022 . The ruling on that is inconclusive and I am told to keep waiting. The judge did nothing about the fact that dad was in violation of a court order, and I am not. I follow everything like I am supposed to.The evidence being looked at in the motion to take away my parenting order is already what I just went through at trial about and won, so to use the same evidence and have another no contact order against me while i already won this is injustice. The Ontario Children's Lawyers had at the very beginning declined a need for their involvement as they did not see a need that this is strictly a acess and custody issue. This isn't a issue of my boys being in danger, yet here I constantly am with orders against me. The Ontario Children's Lawyers are on request once again..

I am asking that you help me help THEM so they do not continue to grow up without a mother and believe in a past that their mother was a horrible person when I am not. They will grow up believeing a lie .

I am asking to help me with as little or as much as you can to help me THEM I am aking that you help me fight for them a little longer.. I am now myself at 100k in legal fees and I cant give up now. 

I am basing the amount of funds I need by a 1 year basis to continue the fight.

Please bare in mind that this was extremely hard for me to put out there as I would prefer to keep mine and my boys privacy.  However I've come to a point that I have nothing left to loose but my dignity and pride .

Please reach out to me with any helpful advice you may have. 

For those that do know me please don't take it the wrong way if I do not respond to personal messages that require me to re-tell my story. It is traumatizing for me to keep doing so, not to mention exhausting. 

I thank you for coming to this page. Please share 

Respectfully

Mother in crisis