reality check: sometimes the strongest girls have the most broken past… Over the past 12 years, I have encountered situations that have made me lose elements of me that I desperately miss... years of being lied to, a drawn-out divorce, verbal & physical abuse, questioning motives & always second-guessing myself… I walked away from my marriage 2 years ago when my son was 6 mths old & my daughter was 8 years old and completely grateful for all the love & support that surrounded me at that time in order to help stop that cycle.

Even though it’s been years & we are all growing & healing, these encounters have conditioned me into patterns of self-doubt, fear, procrastination & compartmentalizing. I have struggled with these patterns for years and I can’t ignore them anymore! understanding that I can’t do it all by myself is the beginning of something truly life-changing... I want to be a better mother, sister, daughter, friend, partner, instructor, mentor… All of these areas in my life bring me so much joy & I want to be able to share freely & unapologetically with those in my life!

In order to accomplish this, I have enrolled myself into an intense emotional boot camp called Pathways… When you are a mom, there is no perfect time for self care & healing... I have been stalling on going because of the financing but I’ve come to a place where I need to go & truly heal, gain clarity & break old patterns for myself, for my children & for our future... the trainings plus flights back & forth will be more than I handle financially on my own. I need help! my session starts November 2nd... I would be so grateful for ANY donations you are able to offer. I promise you, I will pay it forward... please help if you can! 

Please keep me & my family in your prayers as I embark on my journey to heal completely! I am grateful for you... thank you for letting me be transparent in this space! ✨