Miracle IVF

Hello, my name is Samantha Reeves.

I have not had an easy life through addiction, homelessness, abuse, various mental health diagnoses but one thing that has always kept me going is the hope of becoming a mum.

unfortunately in March 2024, I gave birth to my first and only child sleeping. My baby didn’t develop kidneys or a bladder, therefor her lungs had no chance and with multiple medical opinions and the fetal medicine clinic advising me - I decided to stop her heart. I was awake for this procedure and I cannot fathom any words to explain it but something inside me died with her that day. Ever since then it’s an empty void. I was induced two days later, experienced 24 hours in labour with 12 hours where my contractions were back to back, I was with an abusive man at the time and I was in it completely alone, throwing up in pain whilst he ate McDonalds chicken nuggets and I hadn’t eaten in hours.

After a failed epidural I begged for, out of exhaustion I gave birth to her. Luna Willow. The prettiest angel I ever got to lay my eyes upon.

I only held her once, my now ex made me feel like she was disgusting and shouldn't be touched. I gave birth at 12:30am UK Time and was home at 8am against all of my wishes. He told me ‘no’ when the nurses asked if I wanted to hold her. I wasn’t ALLOWED to attend my own baby girls funeral and had no transport of my own and I was anemic giving myself injections in my leg. I hold so many regrets, but it was not my fault.

Fast forward to October I met my recent ex from April. I also have to attend court this month due to him trying to kill me via suffocation in my bed two weeks before Lunas birthday. I have been through hell and back since then getting back on my feet, and I am so ready to start ‘trying’ for a family again but I do not want a man. I have done it alone before, and I don’t want to possibly do it alone again if I wait to meet a man, then start a family you never truly know someone and even when you think you do, you don’t.

I know I have a purpose in this life, and it is for a little human being to call me mummy. I can’t wait to tell them how badly they were wanted and the efforts mummy went through to meet them.

I am already saving money to undergo IVF using donor sperm in Cyprus, this includes costs for flights all treatments any extra days (if necessary upon transfer) and the costs towards the medication I will need during and following the transfer procedure.

I will document my journey on TikTok - @sreevesxx

I’m not going to beg, but if anyone could spare anything to help me reach my goal I will be forever grateful and thank you so much for reading my story