Keep Pam of Pam's HarvestCraft from being Homeless

Hi, I'm Pam, sole creator of the Minecraft mod Pam's HarvestCraft, and I've been trying hard over the last fourteen years to bring everyone's favorite foods, crops, and fruit trees to the game.

I'm now asking the entire Minecraft community for help to avoid becoming homeless after going into a Bipolar mania episode and losing my animal care/house sitting work. I've been left with severe cognitive difficulty.

In late May of this year I went into mania while house sitting, was sent to an in-patient facility for two weeks with no notice to my other clients, came home still manic and updated all of my fruit tree textures, and then dropped into Bipolar depression suddenly.

Over the next month I couldn't get out of bed, socialize, or do anything; I dealt with constant panic attacks over money for rent every day. It was after I tried to find a weapon to injure myself, I was sent to the in-patient facility again for over a week.

Not only have I not been able to pull myself out of this depression, I have realized I have suffered memory loss from the extreme stress, and I have very noticeable cognitive problems. Doing something like typing this up has taken all day instead of just ten minutes. My speech is stilted and slow, my short term memory is faulty, I can't think through complex things without getting mentally exhausted, and I even have issue with simple tasks like cooking or driving.

I am asking for help with rent, bills, medication, and the cost of living over the next year (total 48k) , so I have the financial stability to focus on intense therapy to help recover from this, build up my client base, and hopefully start doing my work again.

I refuse to accept that I will be like this forever, and I just need help becoming myself again.

I want nothing more than to continue working on Pam's HarvestCraft for the community!