Joshua's journey back home

Hi. My name is Joshua. Last year, I lost my job, my home, and my dignity. I've been struggling, trying to fix what I have lost. I barely see my son due to him living 4 hours from me in my hometown. I believe the only way for me to regain my strength and my walk with God is to be back with my mom and my son. My mom is the backbone of our family, and I know being close to her will strengthen me. My wife and I recently took in her niece and also have my stepdaughter. I've been away from my son too long. I never ask anyone for anything. I always just struggle through it. But I'm tired. I'm losing it. Just pray if it's all you can do; I truly need it. Thank you.