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Jamies' fight/family law HELP!

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Wow....first of all hello world I'm not the best at asking for help but if I am asking I will show you that I need to save the lives of a 8yr old boy and a 6 yr girl that custody was givien to ex-husband that has 11 counts of domestice violence but all dropped due to myself and one other girl prior to me simply not testifing. I was married to a Conrolling, demanding , racist, physical, mental & sexural abuse narcissitic sphosoiopathic , book smart, intelligent person I've ever yet and even married. Despite the 60+ pictures of eveidence I have of only one of the beatings that I recieved, I AM NOT a person that doesn't fight when warranted  but to tell you the truth I can't believe I'm even alive let alone deciding to change family law and domestic violence laws across the United States. I want and will take this to The Supreme Court and update family law across the nation. What I know i s the most wonderful feeling of all is straight unconditional love that you just feel immediatly thru your entire body when a child is born, better yet when you personally involved that is, lol, you feel the most unconditional innocent crazy happy LOVE. I have been alienated from my babies for 4 years where all I was receiving was 1 hour a week supervised at the visitaion center, where we were always recorded and there notes never matched what the children would often say ....they hate there dad they, wanna kill there dad. My response has always been "No honey, don't say that 
thats your daddy" or somethg  along those llines. The last time I was beaten my son was a  2 yr old and watched the whole thing happen while he was stuck in the highchair screaming at the top of his lungs. He also seems to remeber a movie from the same age called the Reef.... but especially since a SERIOUS  traumatic event and his first one at that! I tell you this because just last week they got an emergency hearing and hauled me into court asking the court for me tro be put back on Supervised Visits after I had also passed my drug test that they did to me the week prior. When this divorce first started the first judge aquited herself the day of court due to conflict of interest because she was friend with the mother who had also been her lawyer when she split with my ex husbands father for the same abuse and yet this woman is beyond evil to me trying to get me to snap..... I am beyond angry with the system. Two people make a child therefore it should be law that you two will have as much 50/50 possible because our children NEED both parents and in my the case to show them how much I love them no matter who they are now , who will become, and they can always talk to me about anything. I do have 5 children total that are mine and the last two are just his, The others are grown now however and they are 22 Boy 19 Yr Girl and 14 yr Boy, yes there are multiple others (2) fathers whom I just want to make this EXTREMELY CLEAR, the fathers and I have great relationships for our kids and because its the right thing to do and it is not fake! I am more than flexible, civial, and loving person.....However this is by far not my first relationshp or life that I was unfamiliar with because it happened with so many people starting at a very young age, ( I do believe I was 5). However this was the part of my life where I knew I wanted another child before I got any older. I had many relationships thru the years and the moment I felt scared, uncomfortable and ashamed controlled, abused in any way then it was on to the next, I live my life day to day wondering if that 9mm in the truck is going to shoot me in public.  After this case going back to court constantly to make it sound like Im not physicallly or emotioally able to talk the kids. The have said so many horrible and flat out lies and I have no idea how to fight back if I simply do not have any attorney... I miss my kids so badly it hurts like no other pain I could ever explain... almost like there dead but yet 2 miles away and I'm not even allowed to call
I am aking for donations for 2500 whch is half of what it just costs to retain a lawyer.... my babies are running out of time I know what it's like behind closed doors.. anyone who knows me this is a serious step for me I can help everyone but I can never ask.... unless it has to do with my children and anyone else going thru this... I'm not done... I will fight for all of our children ... so I'm not asking I'm begging for anyone's help at any amout is more than greatly appreciated but gives me hope I can make this right!!
(which requires a lawyer retainer and means to live)
2.teach parents Parentail alienation is the best way to traumatize a child...... thus acting out in bad behavior.becoming violent, rude, very emotional, and last but not least confusion ANGER... they love both parents as they should 

Emotioal scrared and devistated for far to long.... this is a serious case being completely unjust!! Help me get my kids and I will help change things forever....
thank you-/ to Thomas (bunny) Farrah ( Pinky) mama loves you so much that you to anyone out the willing to make this ok... she
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  • Jennifer Huisenga
    • $10
    • 8 yrs
  • Anonymous
    • $1,000
    • 8 yrs
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Jamie Metcalfe
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Sioux Falls, SD

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