This is Melissa Zazado, John's wife/widow. Many know that John passed away suddenly from a heart attack, and many have reached out wanting to help his family. I am making this GoFundMe to make it easier for those who want to help with money for bills and things at this time. I appreciate everyone's love for my husband. He was a good man. He was our everything, including our main source of income. I don't know how to navigate this world without him in it. Our hearts are shattered, and we already miss him terribly. I would give my heart to have him back, even just for my kids who adored him. He was their real-life hero. Life is truly not fair. God must have needed a stubborn, strong, fierce, loving dad and husband to be his angel in Heaven. He was all of those things and so much more. If you see this and you cannot afford to donate, please do not think about it. Prayers are the best thing anyone can do for us right now. I appreciate every kind word about him; it means a lot. So if nothing else, you can leave a message of support or kind words about him. Thank you so much for anything you decide you can do; both are very appreciated. Sorry for rambling. I don't know how to do all of this right now. The amount it says we are raising is just the suggested amount by gofundme we do not intend a certain amount to be raised we are thankful for anything we receive. Thank you so much.