**PLEASE NOTE: I’ve had this GoFundMe campaign going for a while! I am not sitting on 6k. The money gets deposited into my bank account 3 business days after donation. It’s gone toward bills, medical care, Carrot’s surgery, and food in the past. My current goal is 10k to move to my destination and get away from my parents! I will need immediate medical care when I arrive to my new location as moving will most likely cause a flareup.**

**AS OF JUNE 1st 2026: I currently have $2,000 out of $10,000**

UPDATE 5/19/2026: I need to raise enough money to leave here with my cat ASAP as I do not feel my mental health is safe with these people. My mother has decided to double down and support the pedophiles in our family which is making me feel extremely unsafe around her.

I just had a huge fight with my parents about said pedophile. I saw the evidence with my own eyes but she tried to tell me I’ll just believe anything blindly and that because “I don’t feel well that’s why I’m starting shit”.

It turned into her admitting she doesn’t want to cut her family off even though it’s the only thing that would have protected me as a child and the only thing that would prove that she cared about the family she made with her own DNA.

My father told me I can’t make a career out of my art. I’m exhausted. I can’t type any more but I need to leave. ASAP.

UPDATE 5/5/2026: I 200% cannot live with my abusers through another pandemic especially under this administration. (I’m referring to the hantavirus). My mother doesn’t use fucking soap and my OCD and germaphobic ass absolutely cannot handle this at all - at all.

If I’m being real with you guys - my mental health is tanking - I’ve been seeing my therapist more than once a week - my CPTSD is already bad enough - but on top of that I’m currently having a mental break due to people feeding my FACE, BODY, and my ART to AI.

If you know me at all you know I am vehemently against AI so this has truly just - I feel broken. I feel like they took part of my soul and fed it to a machine because I pour my entire self into my art and now they’ve fed my face and body to the same horrid machine, all without my consent. I have been crashing out and increasingly suicidal since this happened a few days ago. I’ve already been in contact with my therapist and was able to get an urgent appointment and still keep my regularly scheduled appointment. I am safe so no need to worry about my mental state as I’m writing this but please just know I really am not doin well and need to leave here. I am disabled. I can’t just get a job and leave - plus I tried!! I was working for so long and was ABOUT TO LEAVE but got “laid off” because my fuckass job filed for bankruptcy. (They couldn’t pay us for 3 months)!! Sorry not sorry about all the swearing - I’m just being real with you guys.

I need desperately need healing. I am asking for help.

TW: SA, A, etc.

My parents abused and neglected me. They knew I was being abused and did nothing to stop it. They watched me be assaulted and did nothing to stop it. That’s all I’m willing to share right now. I just need to leave here and heal.

**end update**

I am working on updating this but until then the reason I have a GoFundMe is because I am disabled, black, and gay living in the US and currently living in a really toxic environment that I need to leave asap as it’s harmful to my health and I already have an autoimmune disorder - I really cannot physically afford to stay here. I need to leave so I can heal.

I have hEDS, CPTSD, POTS, PCOS, auADHD, etc.

My goal is to leave the US as the current administration has made it clear that being black, disabled, and gay WITH a uterus, is a threat to them which puts me in danger.

I appreciate all forms of support but I do prefer support through my art first as it is my dream to have my art financially support me, heal me, and heal others as well. I am considering making a kickstarter for my art brand. If you have any opportunities or have suggestions ART RELATED ONLY, please email:

“info @ zisshit . com”

with subject: ATTN ZENZI

I want my art to support me rather than asking for donations but I recognize that my art is not within everyone’s budget so along with the GoFundMe, my Venmo: (@zzz22) and my CashApp: ($ziizzzii) are available for donations as well.

Thank you so much for reading!! Stay safe.

It feels strange making a GoFundMe for myself especially to leave my own country because I’m unsafe ..it’s surreal but if you have the kindness in your heart (and extra dollars) please consider donating to my friend Ayman and Kareman in the g-strip: https://gofund.me/4080ab779