8/17 My baby brother decided he could no longer take his thoughts I'm literally lost I don't know how am going to get thru this. I never in my life expected to have to be doing this for my baby. I feel so useless & worthless that I can't help him. All I want to do is at least be able to help him in some form if that means getting him a big funeral with all his loved ones together I think he would want that the most he was so family oriented.. am asking for help not just asking but in need of help I don't know what else to do