Hey guys!

i am extremely embarrassed to be doing this but as you all know i was left to deal with everything and unfortunately only able to do so much as one person with 4 young kids.

since Chris was incarcerated (my house raided)

i have been left to pick up the pieces and clean the mess myself.

not only dealing with my own load of stuff but also trying to have all his stuff sorted, it has been exhausting and stressful, I’ve had to fight to stay in my house, they tried to kick me out and leave me and 4 kids homeless.

I’ve had to rehome my own bullies as I purely couldn’t feed them or have the time. Devastating stopping what I love.

I finally got Chris car back ( he was in accident and it was being repaired)

now this car is on finance, and now they are trying to repo it as I have missed 4 payments.

as I have tried to get a financial hardship hold on the payments for Chris but the car yard won’t let me do anything on his behalf, even tho we have done a power of attorney an I’m the 2nd driver listed.

this is the last thing left that Chris has to actually show for when he gets out as th police took a lot of his belongings

insaying that my car has recently broken down, the transmission gear shift has broken and is being held on by string literally ahhaha

I have to laugh or I’ll cry.

I can’t afford to fix it, being a Range Rover the price tag is ridiculous.

no only that rego for both cars are due march,

im trying to get any help possible to

pay Chris car so I can at least have it to drive and not have to worry about being broken down with the baby in the car and driving to Bathurst and back to visit Chris.

I don’t ask anyone for help, frankly Chris would rather have me do it all myself, but trying to work it all out has put a massive strain on my mental health, living on next to nothing and having to put money on his jail account too,

I do really get jealous of others when I see they have a support group around them as it really does take a village and unfortunately for me I am that.

thanks