Help me with my weight loss journey

Please help me with my weight loss journey. The picture I posted, when I saw it, I was shocked at how heavy I had gotten. I’ve struggled with my weight since sixth grade, but put on over a hundred pounds getting clean and sober seven years ago. I discovered I could push my feelings down with food as a coping mechanism. Now I need to conquer weight loss like I did my other addictions. My goal is to loose 183lbs

My starting weight is 333 lbs. that would bring me down to 150lbs.

This go fund me account is to make me accountable more than anything. This will be encouragement, incentive, support, rewarding, and financial help. I need gym membership with a pool and swimming aerobics. I’ll need a dietitian and fresh healthy food which is expensive. I’ll need a coach or physical trainer. New clothes as I loose so much weight. Weight loss drug zepbound, is $50 a month.