Help Lyza Del Rey Reunite with Her Kids

Hi, my name is Lyza Del Rey. I am a trans woman and my ex-wife is disobeying our court-ordered custody agreement and has been for over a year. I fought hard to get to see them for a few hours before work on Saturday, and now she's taking that away from me. I'm missing out on my kids' lives and I can't handle it. It's killing me. I've been calling lawyers and they all want a $2500 retainer, and I don't have that kind of money. I'm struggling to make ends meet as it is. I just need some help and I'm sorry to ask.