Help Lisa retain a lawyer

I need help to raise funds to be able to retain and pay an attorney for ongoing legal services to help my son and and I stay stable and stay under the same roof.  The week of Thanksgiving, I received orders to appear in court on Dec. 7, 2020 for a criminal contempt of court hearing sent to me from my ex's attorney.  I currently do not have a lawyer, and the ones I have spoken to require $2,500.00 non-refundable fee plus $2,500.00 retainer fee to pay hourly charges at  $325.00 an hour.  I do not know what he wants, but I am guessing physical custody or to be vindictive and put me in jail.  I do know that I have to retain a good lawyer that will legally represent me in court to prevent either from happening.  I am trusting God to provide the funds through the people that read this request.  Thank you from the bottom of my heart to everyone that helps support us in this very difficult time of our life.