Last November, I saw the effects of a narcissistic abusive situation that I have been in all of my life negatively impact to my son. On that day, I paid a very large price which was access to the entirety of my families financial support. This led me to losing my life as I knew it. I had to move back to Westchester to LUCA ‘s father‘s house to be safe and with my baby. I did one of these over the summer when I was hotel homeless and you were all so gracious… This fundraiser allowed me to raise enough to put out first last and security for the house we are currently in. Upon moving in and realizing the house runs on oil, not only do we have to pay the rent, but in order to not make it freezing cold we have to pay around $1000 every other month in oil. I cannot afford that. Three weeks ago two main pipes in our backyard first leading us to have no water and spending quite literally every penny on top of other pennies that we do not even have on Airbnb‘s, etc. I have a good job Lucas‘s father starts his great new job in a month and will then be giving child support again, but we are in a serious hole. His dad can’t help me until he gets himself back on his feet and we have to continue to pay for LUCA ‘s life so it just seems like this will be a never-ending cycle. I am of course, looking for the smallest least expensive place possible. The one that I have found that fits that the most is $1600 a month. Obviously I need $1600 for first rent $1600 for last rent and one month rent worth for security. That total is $4800. I made the Gold 10,000 as we also need furniture. Everything truly is a struggle every single day but I am so beyond proud of my son and myself. Any and everything else. Help Us make the greatest personal comeback of all time.❤️❤️❤️ and if needed, I can show whoever whatever proof of all of this nonsense