Help a 65-Year-Old man Pleas Help God bless

PLEAS CAN HELP ME I really Asking for help first time in my life ,

I do not have work , I do not have money ,my car broke down I have no money to fixed, I got sick and lost work , I still have to make payments for my son funeral,pleas I need to fixed my car or to buy cheep use car to find work and transport to work , I need a any car can help me my situation is very very bad this time have no nooney to buy food , I have my best friend little dog ,,Pinky ,, and a cat Leo ,, I can not buy a food for them ,, I am 65 old , God can see,,, I am not lazy , I take any work I working hard all my life. I am not lucky in this life, I do all handyman work I , PLEAS I looking for any help if you can help $1 everything helps ,, THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS you and your heart

I like to share message from GOD,,

I know my son in GOD hands

U know , when my son die , I was very mad on God , I call him very nasty name , and what is happen one night before I fallow sleep I was angry , I was nasty to God , and the n I heard voice voice very strong sounds like thunder I feel like all world music here the voice , and voice said ,,Josef you do not have to be angry and call nasty word ,,your son Milos is happy , look ,,,

And then I seeing my son in very butty very nice garden , ,,,

you can not see so extreme nice garden on this planet , it was like golden river and diamond tree it was look s like that for me, garden of blessing life from GOD ,,,

and I dit see my son was playing with his dogs ,dogs what he heve before he die and the dogs died short after him , he was playing with them he was jumping with them , he was so happy with his dogs in the special, unik garden , I thik garden of heaven, and he just looked me with happy smile ,,,,

I do not know how long the dream was for ,, I wake up and I was looking around where voice come from ,if I see someone around , but I have not seen nothing I have not heard nothing any more,, BUT I KNOW THAT MY SON IS HAPPY AS THE VOICE SAID , AND I BIN CALL GOD BAD NASTY WORD ANY MORE ,,I WAS BACK TO GOD TO Believe AGAIN.

Now I know everything is for reason ,,From the time I did not have any dreams from my son but I know he is around me I feeling