On May 31st, I went into labor at 26 weeks and delivered our first son later that evening. That evening changed our whole lives. It seems to be an everlasting rollarcoster that we just want to get off. Ever since our son has been in the NICU life has been just kicking us down constantly. Our toilet broke and shot our utility bill up to 800 and they will only credit us 175 back to our account even through we got it fixed and they won't do anymore payment arrangements. I am on maternity leave and I get a partial paycheck from my job while Brandon works 50 plus hours weekly and are still struggling to make ends meet. I had to really humble myself and admit that we need help. Bills are just stacking up to where we've become beyond overwhelmed. Spending extra money on gas heading back and forth to the hospital and work providing food and necessities for our 1 year old. We are getting ready to head to St.Louis and we will need a place to stay while there for Ethan's surgery. Funds donated would be used on our rent, ultitlies, gas, and a hotel for my dad & I while in St.Louis. If you aren't able to donate, we desperately ask for prayer for the well being of our baby boy as he will be undergoing open heart surgery in the upcoming weeks or days.