I’ve been struggling with something for a while, and I’ve finally reached a point where I feel it’s important to be honest about it. It is something that’s been weighing on me and affecting not only my life but also the way I show up in relationships with others.

The truth is, I’ve been battling alcoholism, and it’s been harder than I ever expected to admit it. It’s not something I’m proud of, but it’s something I need to face. This struggle has made me feel isolated, frustrated, and often like I’m not living up to my own expectations and those of others. I’ve tried to manage it on my own, but I’ve come to realize that I can’t do this alone anymore.

This addiction is something I’m working on, and I’m committed to getting the help I need to heal and move forward. I know the road ahead won’t be easy, and there will likely be setbacks, but I’m ready to face them. I want to rebuild the trust and connection I've always.

I'm currently on the way out of a 30-day inpatient treatment facility and the next step is a permanent sober living home. The home will provide a safe, sober, and harmonious environment, along with housemates that have goals that align with my own. After not working for some time, I am asking for assistance with the deposit and a couple of weeks' rent at the house. That would give me ample time to get out there, master the bus line, and find a job.

Thank you for being patient with me, and for being a constant in my life. I’m ready to start the healing process, and I’m grateful for your understanding as I take these first steps to recovery!

Sincerely,

Josh