Hello I have a beautiful daughter delivered by my beautiful fiance in 2018. That was indeed the best gift in my entire life. Unfortunately, the worst happened in 2019 when my fiance, daughter, and 2 relatives were returning from Great Adventure and had a very serious car accident.

My daughter was the only 1 in the car who had no injuries however my love of my life fiance would never wake up again

My love of my life remained in a Coma for a total of 4 years only able to open her eyes but that was all. I was never able to ever hear her beautiful voice again.

She then after suffering for 4 years in a Coma passed away. From that day forward my life was completely shattered .

How in the world could I raise this beautiful baby without what would have been my wife by my side?

I was working 2 jobs at the time and my bride to be was working a full-time job. We had a home we were able to purchase and cherished every waking moment with gratitude for the life we were starting with our beautiful daughter.

If that was not enough to try to cope with on a daily basis during the same year was diagnosed with Gastro -paresis which stemmed from Type 1 Diabetes . The mother of my daughter laying in a coma and now my daughter having her Daddy very ill .

This illness killed the nerves in my legs and hands and could no longer pump & digest food . Since I couldn't digest foods the doctors had to put a stomach pacemaker along with a feeding tube in my stomach.

I get very sick with nausea and vomiting for hours at a time and am out in hospital for a average of 6 to 7 days a month so that my organs don't shut down. The nurses find it difficult to find veins to put the IV in because of dehydration and scar tissue

Because of extreme anxiety when put in hospital I also deal with Pseudo Seizures while having these hospital stays.

I can not eat quality meals and ironically my

1 job was being a chef in a restaurant with the other job in construction. Now on special holidays I feed myself chicken broth and ice chips

I am now 33 and am prescribed over 20 meds a day and at times find it very difficult to do a simple thing like shower or walk in the park with my daughter.

I went from being totally independent with 3 pay checks a week including my fiancees to being put on total disability of less then 1,100.00 a month

My beautiful daughter who I have custody of is now 8 and needless to say misses her Mommy and now deals with me ill on a daily basis.

I try not to have the poor me syndrome and of course I went all the best for my beautiful daughter. I just wish her Mommy was here to see her grow into the beautiful young woman she is becoming. She is loving, caring, and compassionate exactly how her Mommy was.

I had a total stranger enter my life who searched me down to help me with this page and to try to reach out to others to help me afford to get my precious daughter some more quality of our time together.

I of course have quality with her there by my side however can only do so much with the minimal amount of money that I receive.

Thank you in advance for reading this and live everyday to the fullest as you never can take life for granted!!!!!