I have been diagnosed with stage four pancreatic Cancer. I had been working up till April 19 2019 till today. I’m self employed electrical contractor I pay my own insurance and things are starting to catch up with me as far as paying my bills.Life has been good even in the loss of my son to an accidental overdose 2 1/2 years ago at the young age of 38. My daughter gave my wife of 42 years an I a grandson who is now 3 1/2 years of age, and who I treasure and love. I have recently been on dialysis as a part of my cancer my Doctor at Sloan Kettering did not give me a white blood cell shot and my immune system is failing. Hopefully it may recover but it may not. I wanted to express my love and gratitude to everyone who has been there for me without asking. God works in mysterious ways and has shown me how not to be afraid and I am not. My life is richer with all my family and friends I couldn’t ask for more,,,,
  I have been inspired in the last few weeks being able to contemplate friendship and the love of other towards me. My wife of 42 years has been my rock as always and I truly believe she is the love of my life. My family has been a source of happiness all of my sisters I have 4 have been there for me anytime I need them.
    I know my son and Mom and Dad are watching over me and I feel their strength I every day. i believe the is a higher power and I know We all will get through this.
  Thank you all and may God Bless all of us .