Hello wonderful helping souls! Sadly I am mentally going through extremely harsh times after my failed suicide attempt in June 2025 due to my severe Borderline coupled with strong deppression and psychological instability. This is rendering me not fit for work and I am currently trying to turn my life for the better through a programme where I spend every weekday in a psychiatric day clinic to fight my demons aswell as my addiction that I slipped into through the last 2 years falsely believing it helps me cope with or escape the things life throws at me.

I decided recently to spend a few months living in a psych rehab clinic in Italy (my homecountry) to be able to go to therapy speaking my native language having less struggle with the german language barrier (I live in Berlin atm) and therefore hope to have better results with therapy and to escape from emotional and drug abusive triggers that surround me in Berlin.

Obviously these conditions and the lack of work put my in a very tight position and the sole reason I am non the street is the great support of boyfriend and his flat share that let me live there for free.

But my phone is almost completely broken which would be a disaster as a lot of the governmental things are done electronically and I really need it especially to organise the imminent moving planned for the first week of October.

Therefore I’m asking for some help of who is willing to donate a bit so I can buy myself a phone. I will only buy a refurbished version to be environmentally friendly and don’t need the newest or best phone but just something that keeps me able to go on with everything and use the apps of jobcenter and medical ensurances and work with the electronic documents with the agencies aswell as keep contact with my boyfriend while being apart and all the important people of my life.

I know people will be skeptical due to my background of substance abuse but due to being in the clinic I can promise you 100% the money is used accordingly and I would also very gladly accept if anyone has a working (smart)phone they might not need anymore instead of collecting money and I would immediately delete the fund if I would achieve a smartphone like that!

I am also posting my recovery and life aswell as trying to support others with borderline and addiction on Instagram if you want to see your impact or are just curious who is behind this person trying to raise money for phone. You can find me under @Tokiru

I am eternally grateful for any help from you wonderful people and despite being such an awkward thing asking for a phone it really helps me tremendously!

you are wonderful and I hope life gives you back 3 times the luck that you have given to others!

THANK YOU SO MUCH!

Yours, Nives