Documentary Project: The True Toll Of Lockdowns
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A LITTLE ABOUT ME
My name is Andy Girard, I am 35 years old, I have recoved from a bad heroine addiction (among a great many other addictions), I am a suicide survivor, & I am happy & proud to say that I am very much alive! I just moved from Massachusetts to Charlotte, NC, to be with my girlfriend, Judith, who is the most beautiful, sweet, kind, compassionate person you would ever meet, & I got here on Christmas Day, 12/25/2020. In 2020, I came to Charlotte four times (Jan 20, Mar 20, Apr 20, & May 20) to visit my girlfriend, & I had never once noticed these homeless tent cities that I am now currently (Jan 21) seeing absolutely everywhere! THEY. ARE. EVERYWHERE! It's beyond heartbreaking on so many levels, & these people's lives matter, their stories matter! They are human beings, & our fellow brothers & sisters. Are we just going to forget about them & throw them away? We are only as strong as the weakest among us, & we are deeply & intimately connected on so many levels, so when one person is suffering, we are all suffering. The Government & the lockdowns did this! Don't ever forget it!
I used to be addicted to prescription pills (Oxycontin, Xanex, Gabbapentin, Valume, Muscle Relaxers, etc. etc) which eventually lead to me using heroine. I gave up the heroine & opiods back in January of 2017, but then got addicted to the drug Suboxone for a little more than a year, which is supposed to help addicts with withdrawal symptoms & cravings. I got off Suboxone in the winter of 2018 after I decided to eat 3,000 mg of edible cannabis - what a crazy story that is! As if that wasn't enough to straighten me out, quitting Suboxone soon transitioned into an addiction of Gabbapentin (first prescribed to treat my Shingles), where all of a sudden I found myself taking up to 60 pills at once! 60 PILLS AT ONCE! Talk about total indifference towards life huh? Also at this time, I had never felt more alone in my entire life, working a dead end soul crushing job making cardboard boxes for a multibillion dollar company, Westrock. I left Westrock to take a job working for Big Harma giant CVS Health, who is now firmly in the center of all things CV-19, particularly playing an integral role supporting the completely fraudulent PCR tests, & also the CV-19 "vaxx" distribution, even though we all know the manufactureres themselves don't even call it a vaxx, they call it an "operating platform," or a "gene therapy," which according to the Vaccine Adverse Event Reporting System (VAERS), has already caused thousands of tragic adverse events, up to & including death. Of all places, a once terribly drug addicted person, now working for a legal drug dealer. Talk about irony! I am still currently employed here, & desperately want to leave. Will you help me? During this time at CVS, I also struggled with intense feelings of suicide as recent as 2019, early 2020, but after a long journey of going within, assisted by plant medicine (psilocybin), I took my life back in 2020 once & for all! I took my healing into my own hands, since none of the ways in which society recommends was working. NOTHING WAS WORKING!
If you would like to understand my story in more detail, I encourage you to checkout my YouTube channel, 'Go Within To Get Out,' & my backup channel, 'Go Within To Get Out - Censored,' to learn more. Podcast #6 that I did with my friend Mason Gleason, which can be found on my backup channel, is a good place to start. I am trying to tell my story of the evil, heinous things I did as a drug addict, & more importantly, how I was able to get to a place of true healing, & true forgiveness. We cannot see what is wrong with the external world until we can look within ourselves & ask the question - What have I done to contribute to the evil we are seeing in the world? What kind of evil have I cast out into the world?
ABOUT THE PROJECT
To kickoff fundraising efforts, I will be doing exactly what the government & our corportate controllers don't want me to do, I will be donating my $600 "stimulus" check, which they have stolen from us anyways, to get the project kicked off. I am not even sure that I received said check yet, but I plan on donating that much either way. I want no part of taking their blood money, & these people who are now homeless because of said government desperately need it more than I do. My plan is to go into these numerous tent cities with a camera, & help give these people a voice & tell their stories of how they got there, because their stories matter, & their lives matter. I don't have much, I am in debt up to my eye balls myself, but I so desperately want to do something more meaningful with my time & what little resources I do have, so here I am.
I will be seeking out partners to help with production, filming, & editing, since I have never done a documentary film before. My plan is to have all proceeds from the film go directly towards helping these people get food, water, shelter, & hopefully back on their feet. Ideally, I want to try & figure out how we can help them now, get them food & water & shelter now, while we are making the film. Anyone out there willing to help me sort out those details, or get involved in any way, please let me know.
I am in the very crude stages of this project, & this Go Fund Me is me literally thinking out loud, but I MUST DO SOMETHING!
I will be creating another separate Go Fund Me that will serve to assist me personally with my expenses, because if I can get the support, then maybe I can quit my sould crushing job at CVS, & dedicate myself wholeheartedly to this effort of helping those that need it the most. If I can get my basic needs met, food, water, shelter, & bills paid, I think I can truly help make a difference in this world, because I have the eyes to see how upside down this world is, & I have the will to try & change that.
"Hope has two beautiful daughters; Their names are Anger and Courage. Anger at the way things are, and Courage to see that they do not remain as they are." Saint Augustine.
Thank you all so very deeply for your support, from the bottom of my heart, & please join me in this fight to recover our humanity, & show the world what human beings are truly capable of. We are not simply robots, who thnk nothing, & who feel nothing. We are all HUMAN BEINGS, who think different things, & feel different things, & were intelligently designed to be unique. There is not a more important time in our human story that we all must understand that than right here & now. We must fight back against this fascistic, technocratic takeover of our society. We must fight the deception & lies. Let's stand for truth, stand for love, & stand for freedom. Our childrens lives, our grandchildrens lives, & our lives, depend on it!
WIll YOU JOIN ME!?
Much Love
-Andy Girard-
My name is Andy Girard, I am 35 years old, I have recoved from a bad heroine addiction (among a great many other addictions), I am a suicide survivor, & I am happy & proud to say that I am very much alive! I just moved from Massachusetts to Charlotte, NC, to be with my girlfriend, Judith, who is the most beautiful, sweet, kind, compassionate person you would ever meet, & I got here on Christmas Day, 12/25/2020. In 2020, I came to Charlotte four times (Jan 20, Mar 20, Apr 20, & May 20) to visit my girlfriend, & I had never once noticed these homeless tent cities that I am now currently (Jan 21) seeing absolutely everywhere! THEY. ARE. EVERYWHERE! It's beyond heartbreaking on so many levels, & these people's lives matter, their stories matter! They are human beings, & our fellow brothers & sisters. Are we just going to forget about them & throw them away? We are only as strong as the weakest among us, & we are deeply & intimately connected on so many levels, so when one person is suffering, we are all suffering. The Government & the lockdowns did this! Don't ever forget it!
I used to be addicted to prescription pills (Oxycontin, Xanex, Gabbapentin, Valume, Muscle Relaxers, etc. etc) which eventually lead to me using heroine. I gave up the heroine & opiods back in January of 2017, but then got addicted to the drug Suboxone for a little more than a year, which is supposed to help addicts with withdrawal symptoms & cravings. I got off Suboxone in the winter of 2018 after I decided to eat 3,000 mg of edible cannabis - what a crazy story that is! As if that wasn't enough to straighten me out, quitting Suboxone soon transitioned into an addiction of Gabbapentin (first prescribed to treat my Shingles), where all of a sudden I found myself taking up to 60 pills at once! 60 PILLS AT ONCE! Talk about total indifference towards life huh? Also at this time, I had never felt more alone in my entire life, working a dead end soul crushing job making cardboard boxes for a multibillion dollar company, Westrock. I left Westrock to take a job working for Big Harma giant CVS Health, who is now firmly in the center of all things CV-19, particularly playing an integral role supporting the completely fraudulent PCR tests, & also the CV-19 "vaxx" distribution, even though we all know the manufactureres themselves don't even call it a vaxx, they call it an "operating platform," or a "gene therapy," which according to the Vaccine Adverse Event Reporting System (VAERS), has already caused thousands of tragic adverse events, up to & including death. Of all places, a once terribly drug addicted person, now working for a legal drug dealer. Talk about irony! I am still currently employed here, & desperately want to leave. Will you help me? During this time at CVS, I also struggled with intense feelings of suicide as recent as 2019, early 2020, but after a long journey of going within, assisted by plant medicine (psilocybin), I took my life back in 2020 once & for all! I took my healing into my own hands, since none of the ways in which society recommends was working. NOTHING WAS WORKING!
If you would like to understand my story in more detail, I encourage you to checkout my YouTube channel, 'Go Within To Get Out,' & my backup channel, 'Go Within To Get Out - Censored,' to learn more. Podcast #6 that I did with my friend Mason Gleason, which can be found on my backup channel, is a good place to start. I am trying to tell my story of the evil, heinous things I did as a drug addict, & more importantly, how I was able to get to a place of true healing, & true forgiveness. We cannot see what is wrong with the external world until we can look within ourselves & ask the question - What have I done to contribute to the evil we are seeing in the world? What kind of evil have I cast out into the world?
ABOUT THE PROJECT
To kickoff fundraising efforts, I will be doing exactly what the government & our corportate controllers don't want me to do, I will be donating my $600 "stimulus" check, which they have stolen from us anyways, to get the project kicked off. I am not even sure that I received said check yet, but I plan on donating that much either way. I want no part of taking their blood money, & these people who are now homeless because of said government desperately need it more than I do. My plan is to go into these numerous tent cities with a camera, & help give these people a voice & tell their stories of how they got there, because their stories matter, & their lives matter. I don't have much, I am in debt up to my eye balls myself, but I so desperately want to do something more meaningful with my time & what little resources I do have, so here I am.
I will be seeking out partners to help with production, filming, & editing, since I have never done a documentary film before. My plan is to have all proceeds from the film go directly towards helping these people get food, water, shelter, & hopefully back on their feet. Ideally, I want to try & figure out how we can help them now, get them food & water & shelter now, while we are making the film. Anyone out there willing to help me sort out those details, or get involved in any way, please let me know.
I am in the very crude stages of this project, & this Go Fund Me is me literally thinking out loud, but I MUST DO SOMETHING!
I will be creating another separate Go Fund Me that will serve to assist me personally with my expenses, because if I can get the support, then maybe I can quit my sould crushing job at CVS, & dedicate myself wholeheartedly to this effort of helping those that need it the most. If I can get my basic needs met, food, water, shelter, & bills paid, I think I can truly help make a difference in this world, because I have the eyes to see how upside down this world is, & I have the will to try & change that.
"Hope has two beautiful daughters; Their names are Anger and Courage. Anger at the way things are, and Courage to see that they do not remain as they are." Saint Augustine.
Thank you all so very deeply for your support, from the bottom of my heart, & please join me in this fight to recover our humanity, & show the world what human beings are truly capable of. We are not simply robots, who thnk nothing, & who feel nothing. We are all HUMAN BEINGS, who think different things, & feel different things, & were intelligently designed to be unique. There is not a more important time in our human story that we all must understand that than right here & now. We must fight back against this fascistic, technocratic takeover of our society. We must fight the deception & lies. Let's stand for truth, stand for love, & stand for freedom. Our childrens lives, our grandchildrens lives, & our lives, depend on it!
WIll YOU JOIN ME!?
Much Love
-Andy Girard-
Organizer
Andrew Girard
Organizer
Charlotte, NC