I hate doing this but I'm struggling as many of you know I lost my husband suddenly to cancer and it's been a struggle for me I've been trying to move on but now I am stuck and I'm having to reach out for help. My car is leaking water and filling up everywhere with water and it's going to cost me $2,700 to get fixed and as some of you are aware I was screwed over by a landscaper who left me without a yard which is a mess and I have to deal with that may cost me 3 to $5,000 (based on current quotes) on top of what I already spent last year. And now I just been told that Juno has cancer and has to get surgery. Juno was very important to Paul very close to Paul, he loved her and I hate to see her go, it's hard enough without him. I'm financially stretched as is with just trying to hold on to the house, so I hate to ask my friends but I need help I'm trying the best I can but I can only do so much. Juno is scheduled to go into surgery to get the mass removed and sent off for further testing but current testing does show cancerous cells but until they get in there not sure how far it might have been spread and hopefully she just needs the one breast surgery to remove the mass starting estimate is $3000. Juno and Simon are the only thing keeping me going these days without them I'm not sure how much more of everything I can handle. I'm sorry that I have to ask my friends for help thank you for anything you can help with but I'm looking to need about 10,000 to get through these things. I hope and pray nothing else breaks down or needs repairs. I'm embarrassed to have to do this type of thing but I have no other avenue for help, I don't have any family left to turn to for help. I'm drowning trying to keep up. There are many more things I'm going through and dealing with that I'm not mentioning here but asking for help. I know it doesn't sound like a lot but before Paul's death we were looking at retirement in a couple years. But I'm afraid now I might have to work another 20 years if my brain allows me to. For anyone who donates, in your honor, I will paint a rock to place in my rock garden when its done. Much love