Through out my entire life, I’ve wanted to be a momma. It’s one of my biggest dreams, and I thought it would be easy. Becoming a mom would be easy. The job of it may be hard, but at least becoming one would be simple.. right? But like everything else in my life, it’s just not that simple. Being Young isn’t easy. Being a woman isn’t easy. Being with a woman isn’t easy. Becoming a mom with my fiancé will not be easy. Becoming a mom Is always on my mind, and for a while I wanted to just do it on my own and keep it a secret, because I wanted to surprise everyone and because I ALWAYS do everything on my own. I don’t ask for help. I just work through it, and hope for the best. I worry and worry, and somehow it works out. But I figure asking for help doesn’t hurt. And anything at all truly helps. I’m asking you to help me and jazz become moms, because this will not be an overnight, simple, nor quick process. Whenever it happens it will be a surprise, and it will be all on my own, but everyone’s help will be so appreciated and important too. This process of intrauterine insemination will be expensive, time consuming, and emotional. Even after we get pregnant, Jazz will have to adopt the baby as hers simply because we’re two women, and she will not be a seen as a parent or guardian until the court does. It’s a long, pricey process which does not include preparing for the baby on top of it all. But anything helps and No matter the outcome or journey, I feel so blessed to live this life. We can not wait for this gift whenever it comes, we just hope it’ll be sooner rather than later.