Hello My name is Jeremy or Coach Lutz,

I am a father of 3 and was in a 19yr relationship with the mother of my children. I was never perfect but my efforts in trying to create and maintain my family were the only thing that mattered to me.

Unfortunately that blinded me to infidelity and secrets. After many apologies from my spouse and many acceptances

of those I decided to end it.

I did slip up my last year and participated in infidelity myself, I should have left sooner, but I was scared to lose what I made.

After realizing it wasn’t ever going to change I broke it off.

Then chaos ensued, I was forced out of my home and lost everything. I lived in a van for nearly a year trying to get access to my children and get my home back.

I was attacked while living in the van by my ex wife’s new boyfriend and girlfriend. I was sleeping in the back when the bf used a punch to break my rear window, I woke up and tried to grab him by the neck through my broken back window and ended up with lacerations all over my arm.

Then my ex wife took my kids and emptied the home we shared of only the things she wanted. While allowing her friends to rip down and throw away not only some of my possessions but my children.

I kept pushing and eventually got my home back and got visitation with my children. While it was great I was setback so far and in debt not only from surviving in the streets but taking on bills that were left unpaid on my home for months. Along with noticing that heaters and ac were ran in tandem to make my electricity bill exceed $2000. Along with two months unpaid rent totaling $4500.

By the grace of God I was able to speak with management and they had let me stay here for over a year with back rent.

I tried to bring myself out of this but it has felt impossible. The van I had broke, which led to extreme issues with getting to work. As the bus route is completely inefficient and takes 2-3hours to travel less then 10mi to my place of employment. I have walked and biked to help with time along with taking on clients in other cities, walking bussing or biking to them.

however I have made almost no dent in debt and only managed surviving.

When I do see my children I am charged $200 for travel expenses for ex wife along with filling my fridge and trying to have access to transportation for them it ends up running one weekend to see them around $5-700.

This has been the cycle I am stuck in.

Now I have fallen completely, I am being evicted and am giving up everything.

Another blessing however is one of my clients gifted me an SUV, love him.

This comes with its own costs as we know, registration, insurance, fuel, repairs, etc. Which I have managed to get most done.

As that SUV is where I will be living.

I am seeking help to keep the SUV running and legal so I can make money for hotels to see my children.

Thats it, nothing else, I just want access to my Children. I love them and miss them and do everything in my life to make sure they aren’t like me.

I am known as a man that doesn’t quit but without them there’s no reason to get up.