I've been battling with health issues throughout this past year and missing tons of work, which placed me behind on tons of bills.

Everything I do is for the people I love, and I ask the money for me, but it's all for the sake of my daughter! She benefits from this all and always will. I'm trying to raise money to pay rent so I am not evicted and my daughter can stay comfortably with me, as well as a couple of flight tickets for us to come back from picking her up from her mother's in PA. Everything I do is for my gorgeous baby gal!!! And I feel as though I'm a failure to her, my oldest, my supposed ex (her mother), and all my family. But I give everything, not necessarily financially, but my time, my mind, my heart, and my soul! No matter where anyone is, I'm here with nothing but them on my mind, and they are there with a piece of me. Not because I'm broken, but because a piece of me stays with them when they are away so I can feel if they are hurt or in need or in danger, a beacon almost that I can sense because they have a piece of me, and when we reunite, I am whole once more.

Please help if you can. Prayers are greatly appreciated as well!!! I'm an empty shell right now waiting to bring the pieces back together, but before I can, I must rid myself of my pride and ask for help but also forgiveness. I love you MJ and I love you Vic. I'm sorry for failing and letting down those sacred hearts that touched my soul. I'm so sorry.....