I recently went through a very traumatic experience I’m trying to raise money to help get mental health care and to be able to make a

nice memorial for my son I started buying things but need some

more stuff! May 18 I was taken by ambulance to Oshei women's and Children's Hospital. I was having severe Braxton Hicks contractions, and I was in a lot of pain. My due date was July 13, 2025, but we all knew that I wasn't gonna make it to my due date. When I had arrived at the hospital, they had put a heart monitor on me. They were trying to monitor my babies heartbeat. When I had looked at the nurse that was standing by the machine, I had noticed a change in her face like her facial expression, but I didn't really think anything of it until I had asked if there was a heartbeat and she shook her head no. Now when she said those words, I completely lost it. I started crying and screaming no like you gotta be joking. I couldn't believe it. I didn't believe that this was happening. They started giving me pain meds, and I sat in the bathtub until I basically gave birth. It was a natural birth. He was not breathing when he came out again like I said I gave birth to my baby still born. I held him for 13 hours and then we went home and we got him cremated I struggle every day with this, it's the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with.