Please help me and my family

Hi everyone hope your all well an safe. I have been a resident where i live for the past 17 years. Recently with everything that has been going on where i live, doesn't feel like home anymore. The riots that constantly happen scare you an how long before me an my family are directly targeted it.

I feel scared to live where i am at the moment and so does my family. I just wanted to ask if there is anyone out there, who could help me an my family to relocate with some donations. With the donations it will help us pay for upfront deposit an rent for a whole month. It will take us atleast couple of years to get a council house. We won't be able to get one straight away because we haven't been a resident in UK for at least 2 to 5 years. Living in northern ireland doesn't class as been a UK resident, every area has certain terms an conditions to apply for a council house in certain areas. my kids are constantly been bullied at school an just when they think they are fitting in someone bullies them How is this fair for them when they they been born in northern ireland. I moved to Northern Ireland 17 years ago so I can bring my children up with a open mind but unfortunately that isn't possible where I am at the moment.

I suffer from anxiety and depression an in the past couple of weeks where I live has been very suffocating and isolated. I have 2 kids who have never had a easy life in school have been bullied and hardly made any friends an have had enough. They feel like they will never fit in.

I have asked around so many charities and people to help but have been told sorry we can't help you.

Looking for help outside of where I live have said you've had a community there for 17 years ask them to help. Financially I can't afford to move or get a loan an everyone I have asked had said no to me.

I have lovely locals an where I live not everyone is the same, some people are amazing but this place is not home for me or my family anymore. I feel scared to go out an hardly get any sleep. At night there's times where people shout out nasty comments an throw things in the garden. I worry for my kids an want them to be safe, this is why we feel scared. One day it might be more then glass bottles thrown in the garden. I have been through alot in my life, I left home at 21 an lost my 1st daughter at 22 weeks an then i had a boy an lost him at 25 weeks an now at the age of 37 I still feel like I'm running an getting punished for something. I have never done anything wrong in life so honestly I don't why I'm getting punished.

I have no family or friends to turn to to ask for help so I wanted to ask all you lovely people's out there if you could please help me with some donations that will be great. All donations will be used to find us a safer place an pay for our rent an deposit. Every little bit will help us relocate an set a new life for us. Every penny donated will be appreciated please also if you can't donate anything its OK please just remember us in your prayers an please ask thats my kids will always stay safe an be safe.

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I just want to say please keep us in your prayers an Thank you so much for taking your time out to read what I wrote.

I pray you can give me an my family some space in your hearts an pray you'll remember us in your prayers.