A family in need of support

Grill Daddy Stephen is what my friends called my dad. I called him my best friend. I am at an absolute loss right now and I don't know what to do. June 27th was the day my dad left the world. His passing was very sudden and unexpected. My family is struggling with this as am I but being the oldest I cant express my emotions in front of them. My dad taught me to be strong and right now that's all I have. I never ask for help because I am stubborn (got it from my dad) but right now I have to do whatever I can to support my family since none of us were prepared mentally or financially for arguably the worst thing that could happen to our family as a whole. I have no right nor do I deserve to ask for help but anything will help us get through this whether it's a few dollars or prayers. I don't know what to do, no one prepares you for this and I just want to make this as easy on my family as possible. If you have made it this far thank you and please, tell your loved ones that you love and cherish them.